Ok so Im finally being taken of my antidepressants, and it seems to be helping me, I feel more confidant (taking them helped my depression but worsened anxiety). Now I feel great on both fronts for now, but hte dysphoria is becoming more clear to me.

It's less 'I want to be less male' or 'I wish I wasnt so male' to 'I wish I'd have been born a girl.'

Im seeing a counsellor in a few weeks, to see if they can help me, but for now, things are good and I feel Im in a clear place with things now

I hate antidepressants. They made me feel suicidal more than anything so I stopped taking them. I even went to the store to buy bullets while on them. The gun department was closed. So I bought whiskey instead. That was two and a half years ago.

Quote from: RobinSparkles on August 24, 2017, 05:32:21 PM
I hate antidepressants. They made me feel suicidal more than anything so I stopped taking them. I even went to the store to buy bullets while on them. The gun department was closed. So I bought whiskey instead. That was two and a half years ago.

Still feeling that way now or?