Went and saw hitmans bodyguard. I liked it. Weird thing as I was walking out I imagined I was completely out and dressed like my true self. And wearing super cute clothing. I guess my imagination was working really well. It seemed like all the colors were super vivid, sounds were like non existent and I almost freaked out until I remembered I wasn't really dressed. But wow what a scary feeling, to imagine what it would be like dressed as myself. My imagination has never been that good. I had to look down to verify I was not really wearing a skirt and a cute top. After I realized all was normal, not normal or how ever you want to think it. I wished I was out dressed the way I imagined. Would have been great. Maybe I'll try by next month to go to a support group semi dressed. Not sure I can do it. But again it was almost like I was inside a tv show or something. Super weird feeling.
Oh another thing. I do not usually go without a second shirt or probably better to say just one layer. I always have 2 layers at least with my tops. And now I'm trying to incorporate bras into my wardrobe. But last night I slept in shorts and just a camisole. And today my wife came home while I was working out in my cute pink and black workout capris and just the matching pink tank. And my breasts look like nice new breasts. Right thru my tops. No way anybody would mistake them for man boobs. And I definitely saw her look a few times. And she is being so awesome. No comments. Just keeps talking like all is normal. Feels awesome!! Hope I get that when I'm wearing my bras full time.
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