Hi Bari Jo,

Well , you have great courage to try a DIY , I am happy for you that you found a doctor to help.

I completely understand why , in the extreme I would probably do the same.

You want and try so hard to be your true self , and if a time comes when the personal requirement becomes a priority , well , you do what is needed to be whole.

I have never felt whole , and I sought help for my depression and was lucky to find a kind therapist that did not care what I said , my T said , "you can tell me anything , my job is to support not judge" so after finding the courage , I told my T how I felt since I was about 5 , and even though I went through a failed marriage ( no kids ) , I told T even the marriage was a joke , I wanted to be my ex , not be married to her. Of course at the time I was living the lie.

Anyway , sorry for the long post , and thank you for your kindness and honesty , a true and beautiful lady.

Take care ,

Tappy

Quote from: Tappy on October 08, 2017, 10:52:27 PM
Hi Bari Jo,

Well , you have great courage to try a DIY , I am happy for you that you found a doctor to help.

It was really desperation, not courage.  The courage part is admitting to myself that's who I am and it won't change.  Once I did that, it all seemed easier.  I still have ups and downs, plus irrational fears and general impatience, but I'm moving forward.  I hope you can too.

Bari Jo

Hi Bari Jo,

Well desperation , I can see that , but I still think you are a courageous lady.

I truly hope you have sooth sailing from here on , you deserve it , that is for certain

Thanks for your words of encouragement.

Take care ,

Tappy