Using my best Gilda Radner as Emily Litella voice, let me sheepishly say...
NEVERMIND.

Let me also add that I am an idiot. I DO NOT have a needle floating around in my leg somewhere. I was just deceived by some evil sorcery and was temporarily out of my mind or something like that? Maybe it was the beer?
I withdrew the needle from the injection site expecting to put the cap back on it, unscrew it from the syringe and put it my can of dead sharp things - but it wasn't there! After going through the above documented freak out and even holding the empty syringe up to a bright light to see if maybe the needle ended up inside of it somehow, I was convinced the needle was still in my thigh.
I tried pulling the plunger out of the syringe but the end of it was surrounded by a plastic ring and I couldn't just grab it and pull it out. I had to use a tool to lift it out of this ring enough get a hold of it and take it out of the syringe. It was then that I noticed that the black rubber stopper part had a hole in the center of it rather than being solid.
I still couldn't see anything but I shook the plunger as you would an old mercury thermometer and out popped the needle. What dark magic is this?
Apparently, after puzzling over this and reading the packaging again, it does say BD Integra Syringe
with Retracting BD PrecisionGlide Needle. I had read that before but didn't grasp what it meant. Now I do.
In the picture, you can see the top syringe has the plunger all the way down. When you push just a little harder, it goes further down into the protective ring and magically pulls the needle up inside of it somehow? Who woulda thunk? Not me because I'm obviously not that bright.

I am relieved to know I don't have an inch and half long needle inside my body but I feel pretty stupid.

Other observations:
The Perrigo branded estradiol valerate is much less thick than that I used to have compounded. I could probably switch from 21ga needles to 23ga to make less of a hole and get some of the 18ga needles to draw with.
Thank you Jessica Lynne for the link. Even with shipping, the unit price is WAY cheaper than the $7.50 I paid for ten from Walgreens.
Thanks everyone for all the concern and advice. All is well now and I'm breathing easy. Whew!
Quote from: AshleyP on October 14, 2017, 01:18:37 PM
I'm curious about injections and trying to do a cost comparison against oral estradiol. I'm just not familiar with injections at all, other than having some done at the doctor's office. Think antibiotics or flu shot, etc. 
What is the waste factor for injections? For example, if I get a prescription for injecting 1 mL and get a 5 mL vial from the pharmacy, do I get five injections from that vial? Or one, or 4½? Assuming you can store the estradiol, does it need to be refrigerated?
Maybe they're stupid questions, but I just haven't heard anyone say.
Ashley, there really isn't any cost comparison. Using your hypothetical example of a 5 mL vial with 1 mL injections, let's say you inject 1 mL every two weeks or twice a month. I paid $85.60 for 5 mL of 40mg/ml. That works out to $17.12 per injection or $34.24 per month. It would be nice to think one vial would result in 5 injections but I'm anticipating some loss and really am only expecting to get 4½ as you suggested. Estradiol valerate does not need to be refrigerated but it does need to be kept in the dark.
There is also estradiol cypionate for injection but I know nothing about it or how it compares to valerate in terms of potency and costs. My doctor did give me a price list from a compounding pharmacy that has 10 ml of 5mg/ml cypionate for $60.
All I know is this is WAY more expensive than it used to be. I used to pay $100 for 10 ml of 100mg/ml and now it costs $85.60 for half as much that isn't even half as strong.
Certainly cost advantages would be no reason to switch from pills. What might be though is how your body reacts. I started taking pills in 1972 and over time, have taken probably everything ever made. Nothing has ever worked for me as well as injections plus there's the whole first pass through the liver thing with orals. Even if there isn't a lot of evidence to support it, I think it might be safer for us older folks to be on injections or patches.