Thanks everyone, this means a lot ^_^
Thanks again for the friendship on fb Kelly, I've read some things now and I actually started to fear giving out my info like that (?)... this is so weird, it was never a thing to me haha
Hugs V M, I'll take my time reading those, I really need all the directions I can get haha.
Jailyn, Roll, many thanks, ok, I'm just like... I have no Idea really, about gender, I'm just fine with it, whatever it may be the word to define it ^_^
I am I guess, sexually homosexual mostly, well, I have a boyfriend/husband, but in how I see myself, it's mostly a mess, I'm super happy with the things that came after I started my Hormonal treatment, more so the sentimental changes, my heart have become a bloody mess... a very wonderful and powerful mess, that with every laugh and every tear now, it takes me to heights I never dreamed before.
Unexpectedly, I feel in peace in a way, even with the short life that I have left.
I hope I can add something one day here, because for a long time I found many answers here, without never creating an account(or understanding how it works).
Hugs (I just hope I'm answering in the right way really)