Hey everyone! So i have been using this site for the last few days and have already posted a bit but I've only just realised that there is an official introduction page so I'm just gunna quickly tell you all my story.
Well basically, I do t really have much of one! I will start from the beginning though. I'm a 17 year old that was born in Norfolk in England and still live there and was born as a boy. When I was very young (before I can remember) people tell me that I was very much a boy and hated barbies and fairies and the colour pink and all these things. However, this surprises me because inside myself, I know I'm not at all like that. So i have always been seen as somebody very masculine although I can remember from the age of 5 that I was hiding a big secret and I still hide that secret now. I am obsessed with wearing women's clothing. When I was around 5 I would always offer to tidy the house up in the evenings so when everyone was downstairs in the house, I could have an excuse to be upstairs trying on all my mum's shoes. I just adored her boots, especially the high heel ones. Unfortunately, I soon grew out of her clothes and I have been struggling in my life for a while now. There is not one person in my life who knows I'm a crossdresser and because I'm only 17 and none of my family know about the true me, I have never been able to buy my own clothes. I very often wear my mum's panties and tights which I absolutely love but because they are not mine, it's not too practical. Whenever I am in the house on my own, And I mean whenever, I always completely dress up in my mum's outfits. I wear her panties, tights, vest top, bra, skirts, dresses and just everything else she owns. She has pair of high heels that I can just about wear and I just live for those precious precious moments truly as Alexis. However, over 10 years since I first remember experiencing my feminine side, I now want to get more serious about it.i have seriously thought about abandoning my family and religion (who would probably throw me out if they knew how I was) And starting a new life as Alexis. Take hormones and have surgery. However, I don't feel like that is my destiny. I don't know how my future will pan out but one thing I do know is that it's on me to change. When I pass my driving test I will buy all my own feminine clothes and just be more bold about everything. Exciting times ahead and I am ever grateful for Susan's for giving me a platform to build on.
Love you...
Alexis
Xxx
