Went drag racing to day with my Skoda and it ran a best time of 16.27 @ 84 mph.  then went out in first round as could not get it to be consistent on 60ft times so worst run 16 .7 . Good fun though.

Quote from: davina61 on October 15, 2017, 01:36:58 PM
Went drag racing to day with my Skoda and it ran a best time of 16.27 @ 84 mph.  then went out in first round as could not get it to be consistent on 60ft times so worst run 16 .7 . Good fun though.

Where do you race?

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Shakespeare County Raceway , Long Marston airfield by Stratford Upon Avon. Could be the last one ever in 2 weeks time as they want to build houses on the site so Saturday night might be one hell of a party and it will be Davina going . Got my outfit sorted just waiting on new wig to come

Quote from: davina61 on October 15, 2017, 04:16:33 PM
Shakespeare County Raceway , Long Marston airfield by Stratford Upon Avon. Could be the last one ever in 2 weeks time as they want to build houses on the site so Saturday night might be one hell of a party and it will be Davina going . Got my outfit sorted just waiting on new wig to come

Ooo have fun! Don't do anything I wouldn't,  but that's a mighty short list [emoji6]

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I'm probably full of myself for thinking a guy was checking me out but it made me happy/unhappy. Happy because, well, he was checking me out and unhappy because I'm not presenting as female yet.  It's frustrating actually.

Happy because I'm picking up makeup decently fast I feel. Unhappy because I have to put on makeup to even want to look at myself in the mirror. Then happy because I also realized I not only did a pretty good job even with eyeshadow and mascara, I put it on in record time. Then unhappy because I had to take it off about 20 minutes later. Then super unhappy as every movement with the face wipe revealed the issues I was covering up to begin with. So I guess... yay and boo makeup?

I just had dinner with my dad and my sister.  I haven't seen my dad in 3 months, and my sister in about a month.  They both commented on the weight loss, especially the face.  My dad asked if I was growing my hair out.  That made me happy.  Then my sister said I need to change my hairstyle since I look like Javier  bardem in No Country For Old Men.  Geez. Could you pick a more unattractive person to compare me to?  I didn't get sad though, got angry.

Unhappy:
While txting one of my sisters, we got into an argument.  She refuses to believe that a AFAB can "simply choose to become a man," as she put it and asked "why didn't you wait until after Mom died?"  My Mom is old but more or less healthy.  My sister's known about my transitioning for about five months now.

She also refuses to call me by my legal name and gender, instead choosing to refer to me by my deadname and deadgender (is there such a thing?)


Happy:
She agreed to watch a video explaining what transgender is.  I found an excellent one and sent it to her.  It seems like she watched it.

Oh well, I really hope she watched the video.  But whenever she refers to me as my deadname or deadgender, I'm going to act like I don't know who she's talking to. 

After all, that person no longer exists.  I've evolved into a MUCH better person since starting my transition.

Ryuichi

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Happy:

At my endo appointment yesterday the Dr. commented that I was looking more feminine than ever 

Then a bit humorous but later on after I'd finally gotten home an obviously younger guy who was riding one of those new style unicycles stopped to chat me up a bit 

Unhappy:

There was some confusion at the Dr.'s office which caused a delay and then the transport home got messed up as well
I was completely stressed out about getting home 

Luckily I was able to get ahold of the transport co. and they sent another van around to pick me up, what a relief but she had four other people to pick up and drop off and so it was a very long ride

I was very tired and hungry and needed to pee badly but I don't think I'd ever been so happy to be home in quite awhile

Happy: 14 days from today is my GCS and I received a confirmation phone call for my pre-op appointment next week and my pre-admission appointment.

Unhappy: My wife sprained her ankle today and has to rest up the next 4 or more days with rest, ice, pressure and elevation.

I had my pellets tripled today and that makes me way happy, euphoric again, pink lips etc.  Then at dinner, just now I get a stare down from a guy at a restaurant.  If I can read his mind it's ->-bleeped-<-, or ->-bleeped-<-.  But then I'm happy again because I'm not being read as just male.

Happy because I got my hair vitamin (to help my hair grow faster hopefully!) and mirror with lights so I don't have to do my make up in the dark. Unhappy because the mirror needs batteries.. joking lol Actually unhappy because I didn't get my adjustable stool so I can sit my butt while I do my makeup and now my waist cincher that was supposed to be delivered is lost! 

I had a couple of hours where my mom wasn't home, so I got to ear my bra . I won't be able to wear it under my clothing as I first thought, it makes my chest stick out a bit, both good and bad

Wasn't feeling well so decided to take nap, soon after I'd fallen asleep was awoken by a knock at the door

Wasn't wearing much, just panties and one of my old t-shirts from boy days so I tried to hide behind the door to see what my neighbor wanted

It was too late when I realized that I'm not very good at hiding and he was totally checkin' me out 

Not quite sure how I feel about that

Quote from: V M on November 01, 2017, 11:23:48 PM

Not quite sure how I feel about that

Not to be crass...  This sounds like a regular fantasy of mine throughout the years.  I hope for the best for you:)

Bari Jo

Quote from: Bari Jo on November 02, 2017, 08:19:31 AM
Not to be crass...  This sounds like a regular fantasy of mine throughout the years.  I hope for the best for you:)

Bari Jo

Interesting, on a positive note he did apologize for waking me up and then went home - I went back to bed and slept most of the day

A leather look jacket I ordered on sale for $10.00 in a 1X size from JC Penny came today. It looks great but doesn't even come close to fitting me. My sister who wears a medium now has a nice new jacket as it fits her well.

I got called a hoochie mama. 

I went for breakfast with two friends this morning and I was jealous of how pretty the waitresses were, but it gives me more motivation to transition, not that I need any

I just realized I can take my estradiol sublingually after a month of swallowing it 


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