So here's my story of the last few days I've been working a lot of hours alone between my two jobs ''tis week (one of them my I was the only one working this week and the other was doing servalance for a client ) so I had lots of time alone to just think and try to stay awake . So donto this my pent up feelings of being in the wrong body and not not wanting to be myself which I had suppressed wen I was a kid and feelings of me not sharing to be myself any more do rob tuings we did in Iraq while I was in the army came crashing out and I had a smalll mental breakdown while working and made the disision to finally first come out to my self then come out tom my wife.
So while at work today I texted my wife and told her that we were going to go for a ride after work and have a talk there was something important that I needed to telll her.
So I got off work early around 1430 do to the holiday and my wife was waiting for me in the front yard wen I got home after getting in the car and talking small talk alittle she started trying to ask questions trying to figure out what I wanted to talk about . But I told her to just relax and wen I was ready I'd tell her so we went for a drive around Ocaon drive (a nice sea side road along the Atlantic near where I live) then we stopes at a park near a point with a great view of the water and I started telling her about a dream I had been having for the last 2-3 weeks where I was at the club with her but I was dressed as a woman. Then o got in to how this dream re opens repressed feeling so of how I was in the wrong body and how I was going to so see a shrink to talk about it on the 10th of Jan then I asked the big question " honey I love you I need you by my side will you stay with me and let me be your wife" and explained to her I planed to start HRT as soon as possible. She was shocked knowing I was Bi she had been thinking that's I was going to tell her either that I was cheating on her or that I wasn't going to leave her to be with a man. She said yes that she was shocked but she would stay with me and help me threw this .
So I'm still nervous but atlest for now the lovebirds of my life will be staying with me threw this
If I left anything out that you what to know just ask
