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Re: What made you happy today? For mtF members only, please. 3.0

Started by Denise, September 18, 2017, 09:25:20 PM

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Bari Jo

I'm in Tahoe and I hate cold.  My feet are icicles.  I decided to look for a warm pair of boots, and had great fun boot shopping.  I went to three stores, went directly to the ladies boots and gave the sales people my sizes.  Nobody bat an eye or acted like anything was out of place.  I ended up with a nice pair of ugg boots.  My sales girl told me they look cute on me.  I know they are paid to sell, but I felt cute in them too.  I hate that my last few things that made me happy were shopping, but it's therapy at the moment, and I need it

Bari Jo
you know how far the universe extends outward? i think i go inside just as deep.

10/11/18 - out to the whole world.  100% friends and family support.
11/6/17 - came out to sister, best day of my life
9/5/17 - formal diagnosis and stopping DIY in favor if prescribed HRT
6/18/17 - decided to stop fighting the trans beast, back on DIY.
Too many ups and downs, DIY, purges of self inbetween dates.
Age 10 - suppression and denial began
Age 8 - knew I was different
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Artesia

What made me happy today?

It's Christmas, and I woke up happy!

Merry Christmas to all!!!!
All the worlds a joke, and the people, merely punchlines

September 13, 2016 HRT start date
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steph2.0

Quote from: Artesia on December 25, 2017, 07:17:03 AM
What made me happy today?

It's Christmas, and I woke up happy!

Merry Christmas to all!!!!

Merry Christmas, Artesia! Here's to many many more.

Stephanie


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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Jessica_Rose

It is a beautiful, cold Christmas morning. The house is quiet for now, it is still dark, the Christmas lights are on, my daughters are home, the turkey is in the oven, and HRT has silenced my anger. Although this is my last Christmas as 'him', in a way it is also my first Christmas as 'her'. Everything just feels right this morning. I think it will be an awesome day.

I want to thank all of you for the support you have provided this year, and I wish everyone a Merry Christmas!
Journal thread - Jessica's Rose Garden
National Coming Out Day video - Coming Out
GCS - GCS and BA w/Dr. Ley
GCS II - GCS II and FFS w/Dr. Ley
FFS II - Jaw and chin surgery w/Dr. Ley
Hair - Hair Restoration
23Mar2017 - HRT / 16Feb2018 - Full Time! / 21Feb2019 - GCS / 26July2019 - GCS II / 13Oct2020 - FFS II
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
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Megan.

Quote from: Bari Jo on December 25, 2017, 12:16:30 AM
I'm in Tahoe and I hate cold.  My feet are icicles.  I decided to look for a warm pair of boots, and had great fun boot shopping.  I went to three stores, went directly to the ladies boots and gave the sales people my sizes.  Nobody bat an eye or acted like anything was out of place.  I ended up with a nice pair of ugg boots.  My sales girl told me they look cute on me.  I know they are paid to sell, but I felt cute in them too.  I hate that my last few things that made me happy were shopping, but it's therapy at the moment, and I need it

Bari Jo
Omg,  I'd love a pair of Uggs! Lucky girl! X

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steph2.0

Quote from: Jessica_Rose on December 25, 2017, 07:52:11 AM
It is a beautiful, cold Christmas morning. The house is quiet for now, it is still dark, the Christmas lights are on, my daughters are home, the turkey is in the oven, and HRT has silenced my anger. Although this is my last Christmas as 'him', in a way it is also my first Christmas as 'her'. Everything just feel right this morning. I think it will be an awesome day.

I want to thank all of you for the support you have provided this year, and I wish everyone a Merry Christmas!

Sounds nice. The early peace of the holiday, and the peace of knowing who you are and where you're going.

Merry Christmas, Ms. Jessica Rose.

Stephanie


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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Megan.

A life with good and true friends and loved ones home and abroad. [emoji4]

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Faith

Out for a morning walk with my wife in our matching pink jammies. I got my 1st "good morning ladies" ...I grinned, my wife grinned.

Ok, granted it was from a bit of distance, but still ... ;D
I left the door open, only a few came through. such is my life.
Bluesky:@faithnd.bsky.social

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steph2.0

Quote from: Megan. on December 25, 2017, 08:24:15 AMabroad

What did you call me?

Seriously, Megan, a very Merry Christmas to you, too! I have never had this many friends, in such far flung places before. What a wonderful gift!


- Stephanie


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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steph2.0

Quote from: Faith on December 25, 2017, 08:31:45 AM
Out for a morning walk with my wife in our matching pink jammies. I got my 1st "good morning ladies" ...I grinned, my wife grinned.

Ok, granted it was from a bit of distance, but still ... ;D

And now I'm grinning, too! Congratulations!


- Stephanie


Assigned male at birth 1958 * Began envying sister 1963 * Knew unquestioningly that I was female 1968 * Acted the male part for 50 years * Meltdown and first therapist session May 2017 * Began HRT 6/21/17 * Out to the world 10/13/17 * Name Change 12/7/2017 (Girl Harbor Day) * FFS With FacialTeam 12/4/2018 * Facelift and Lipo Body Sculpting at Ocean Clinic 6/13-14/2019 * GCS with Marci Bowers 9/25/2019
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MollyPants

Quote from: Jessica_Rose on December 25, 2017, 07:52:11 AM
It is a beautiful, cold Christmas morning. The house is quiet for now, it is still dark, the Christmas lights are on, my daughters are home, the turkey is in the oven, and HRT has silenced my anger. Although this is my last Christmas as 'him', in a way it is also my first Christmas as 'her'. Everything just feels right this morning. I think it will be an awesome day.

I want to thank all of you for the support you have provided this year, and I wish everyone a Merry Christmas!
That sounds really magical. I hope you have a beautiful day. Xx

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davina61

Cooking Christmas dinner and it all came out fine apart from the gravy, I like thick gravy but when I scrapped the left over into a dish it was like bread sauce. Mum is sat here with me knitting, she's a serial knitter!!!!!!!
a long time coming (out) HRT 12 2017
GRS 2021 5th Nov

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Maddie86

I was having a pretty hard time yesterday dealing with holiday stuff. I had an overwhelming urge to drink. I hate feeling the need to drink, I haven't felt that since over the summer when I had a few really bad days at work. I promised myself that I wouldn't drink out of sadness again, and never drink alone, only drink when I'm celebrating something. A lot of stuff has been piling up lately and I've been feeling pretty depressed. well, I made it without drinking last night!
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MollyPants

Managed to cook everything on time and nothing was burned! Even better the dog didn't manage to pinch anything! This is the first Christmas that I have done the cooking all on my own for xx

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Michelle_P

Quote from: Maddie86 on December 25, 2017, 08:54:00 AM
I was having a pretty hard time yesterday dealing with holiday stuff. I had an overwhelming urge to drink. I hate feeling the need to drink, I haven't felt that since over the summer when I had a few really bad days at work. I promised myself that I wouldn't drink out of sadness again, and never drink alone, only drink when I'm celebrating something. A lot of stuff has been piling up lately and I've been feeling pretty depressed. well, I made it without drinking last night!

Congratulations, Maddie!  That is not an easy thing to do.  Just one day at a time...

I'm cooking already (8 AM here).  Two friends who won't have family to spend Christmas with are coming over later for dinner with me.  I'm doing the works, a turkey, garnet yams and other sides, cranberry walnut bread, and an apple crisp with vanilla bean ice cream for dessert.  ALmost all the dishes are gluten free for one friend.

Alcohol figures into this.  One of my friends can't be with family for the holidays as they tend to turn the day into a drinking competition. My friend has been clean and sober for a long, long time, but the temptations are still strong, of course.  Instead of each of us spending the day alone with a turkey sandwich, we will be hanging out together, and joined by another friend this afternoon.

We'll play games or watch a movie while the turkey roasts.  ;D  The yams are in the oven for their first pass, baking til tender so I can slice and dice into a pan, to be topped with a sort of 'crisp' crust built from maple syrup, brown sugar, almond meal, and rolled oats.  While the turkey is roasting I'll do the sesame roasted asparagus and a few other goodies.  A friend is bringing salad and squash soup.  We'll have the cranberry walnut bread and of course a cranberry-orange relish on the side.

Sometimes we have to build our own family.  I'm so glad I have my new sisters.
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Earth my body, water my blood, air my breath and fire my spirit.

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Electrolysis - Hours in The Chair: 238 (8.5 were preparing for GCS, five clearings); On estradiol patch June 2016; Full-time Oct 22, 2016; GCS Oct 20, 2017; FFS Aug 28, 2018; Stage 2 labiaplasty revision and BA Feb 26, 2019
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Denise

Quote from: Maddie86 on December 25, 2017, 08:54:00 AM
I was having a pretty hard time yesterday dealing with holiday stuff. I had an overwhelming urge to drink. I hate feeling the need to drink, I haven't felt that since over the summer when I had a few really bad days at work. I promised myself that I wouldn't drink out of sadness again, and never drink alone, only drink when I'm celebrating something. A lot of stuff has been piling up lately and I've been feeling pretty depressed. well, I made it without drinking last night!
Maddie, I'm proud of you.  Last night was  tough for many of us I'm sure. But you did it right!  Good girl.

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Restarted Spironolactone 26-Aug-2016
Restarted Estradiol Valerate: 02-Nov-2016
Full time: 02-Mar-2017
Breast Augmentation (Schechter): 31-Oct-2017
FFS (Walton in Chicago): 25-Sep-2018
Vaginoplasty (Schechter): 13-Dec-2018









A haiku in honor of my grandmother who loved them.
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Living Life to the Fullest
I am just Denise
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Jessica_Rose

I gave one of my daughters an idea for a gift about a month ago. She is very artistic, and it was something she would have to make. She did make it, and it is beautiful. I think it is the only Christmas gift I have ever received that made me cry tears of joy.

In script she wrote the 'My shoes are too tight' quote from the bottom of my posts, and on the left side she drew a monarch butterfly sitting on some small lavender flowers. She mounted it in a see-through glass frame (both the front and back of the frame are glass). I think it may be the best gift I have ever received. I will cherish it forever.
Journal thread - Jessica's Rose Garden
National Coming Out Day video - Coming Out
GCS - GCS and BA w/Dr. Ley
GCS II - GCS II and FFS w/Dr. Ley
FFS II - Jaw and chin surgery w/Dr. Ley
Hair - Hair Restoration
23Mar2017 - HRT / 16Feb2018 - Full Time! / 21Feb2019 - GCS / 26July2019 - GCS II / 13Oct2020 - FFS II
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
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Bari Jo

Quote from: Jessica_Rose on December 25, 2017, 12:34:31 PM
I gave one of my daughters an idea for a gift about a month ago. She is very artistic, and it was something she would have to make. She did make it, and it is beautiful. I think it is the only Christmas gift I have ever received that made me cry tears of joy.

In script she wrote the 'My shoes are too tight' quote from the bottom of my posts, and on the left side she drew a monarch butterfly sitting on some small lavender flowers. She mounted it in a see-through glass frame (both the front and back of the frame are glass). I think it may be the best gift I have ever received. I will cherish it forever.

I love this, she will love you forever too.

Bari Jo
you know how far the universe extends outward? i think i go inside just as deep.

10/11/18 - out to the whole world.  100% friends and family support.
11/6/17 - came out to sister, best day of my life
9/5/17 - formal diagnosis and stopping DIY in favor if prescribed HRT
6/18/17 - decided to stop fighting the trans beast, back on DIY.
Too many ups and downs, DIY, purges of self inbetween dates.
Age 10 - suppression and denial began
Age 8 - knew I was different
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Kendra

Maddie, congratulations - alcohol can be very difficult to avoid at times.  I had my last drink in 2003.  At first I felt like I'd quit something - but then realized I had joined something.  A decade and a half without a hangover. 

And for all, so many great accomplishements here! 
Assigned male at birth 1963.  Decided I wanted to be a girl in 1971.  Laser 2014-16, electrolysis 2015-17, HRT 7/2017, GCS 1/2018, VFS 3/2018, FFS 5/2018, Labiaplasty & BA 7/2018. 
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