I'm confused.
But on the other hand I feel my thoughts are becoming clearer. In my daily life, I feel that I am a man. And I'm even looking to pursue gender reassignment. How ever there is one aspect of my life when I feel like dressing like a woman sometimes, and that's in my sex life.
I feel like I do it because to me, women have a sexiness and a beauty that a man can never truly replicate. But I'd be lying if I said I didn't feel like a bit of a pervert. Because Im a trans man and I still feel like a man and only have the urge to dress like a woman sexually, I feel like I'm doing something wrong even though when I think about it I know I'm not.
Sometimes I question whether I make myself feel like a woman during sex to lessen my dysphoria. But I don't know if that makes any sense.