I'm currently 17-years-old and I have been on bicalutamide (T-blocker) for 2 months. I've talked about this blocker lightly in previous posts, but oh well. Anyways, there's a good chance I will be starting on estrogen (finally) between March and April. My dysphoria seems to worsen everyday, and it's a rollercoaster of angst and emotion and self-hatred and a whole slew of other toxic things.
Moving on: I have a good idea that estrogen will help "cure" the dysphoria in my brain-or at least, help me feel more feminine on an internal basis (regardless of my age). However, since I am 17, will starting HRT at this "late" of an age be beneficial to my body? I don't have a beard (THANK GOD, KNOCK ON WOOD)--just some light sideburns and a slight baby-fuzz dark mustache. The blocker I'm on is "designed" for cancer patients, but it also takes the excess testosterone in your body and turns it into estrogen. I already have stretch marks and sore breasts, but I still look and feel the same.
What I'm basically trying to ask is: should I feel bad about starting HRT at 17? Should I have started earlier? Will me results be good? Will I be passable? I know most of these questions are subjective, but I'd just like an idea. Is there anyone out there that started HRT around my age? What are your results?
Thanks,
Fleurgirl