Hey everyone,

some of you might have seen me in the chat a couple of weeks back as Jordan.
Or even a year back as Chris. But back then I got too spooked, and I fled from the site and, more importantly, from my own feelings.

The feelings of not feeling quite right, not feeling quite woman came back, and here I am. I don't know where I fit in yet, but that's alright, I'm still me.

So yeah, this is all very scary, heheh. I've got lots to say but don't have the words right now.


Cheers,

Jordan

Hi Jordan and welcome. Feel free to be yourself here. Finding where you fit does take time. Whatever you may feel at a particular time, go with it. In time you will discover where you fit in.

Gennee

Hello Jordan and welcome to Susan's!

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tink

Welcome back Jordan!!!

Hi Jordan and welcome to Susan's. You're free to be yourself here, regardless of what that might be. Join in when you're comfortable.

Karen Lyn

Welcome Jordan!!!

Hi Jordan hon, welcome back to Susan's. I to was here it be going onto 8 years ago now. I just came back  this past August. No other reason then I am retired and lonely, I decided to come here and see if I could be of service to anyone on this board.

Not feeling quite right or not quite fitting in anywhere in society, I can quite identify with. I really don't remember fitting in any of society comfortably (period).  But like you say after so many years of not finding in anywhere, one grows accustomed to it and actually prefer it that way. Why try to fit  a square hole if you are a round peg. So I have folks coming to me, by just simply making it known where I can be found by any one else who feels they don't  fit in.  "Let them find me."  Don't get me wrong I love being around folks but their energy kind of drains me after a while. But I do need other folks around me to keep the mind sharp and keen.

Cindy

Thanks for the warm welcome, it means a lot to me.

Welcome PolarBear!

Hi Jordan,

  Don't let yourself get spooked.  However strange it may feel, there is nothing wrong with how you feel.

  Hang around take your time working it out with us.



Rebis

Quote from: PolarBear on March 12, 2008, 03:24:14 PM
So yeah, this is all very scary, heheh. I've got lots to say but don't have the words right now.

Studying oneself can be scary, yes.

Where I'm at now (for now), I'm not so scared of what I am. What's scary is that I had no clue until very recently. Like when I finished reading Luna by Julie Anne Peters back in February. Then, I find out my wife had noticed gender ambiguity in me prior to that.

Hopefully, you'll find this place fulfilling your needs.