Quote from: Colleen_definitely on March 22, 2018, 05:24:20 PM
Being the master of your own destiny is definitely appealing.

Mistress, Colleen, Mistress

I'm still new to this!

doh

I'm thinking, like how is Colleen reading my mind?

I'm creepy like that 

Quote from: Colleen_definitely on March 22, 2018, 05:57:31 PM
I'm creepy like that 

Utto.

Reading through all of the information about transformation from beginning to end. My future new life and happiness. But the costs how I will pay for all of this and whether my family will accept me. I had five brothers one passed on early but I was the middle boy. Yes give boys. After years of drinking covering this up, I came home and brought my dysfunctional back together. Now I might be what breaks them apart again. This all seems crazy. I'm almost finished with my M.B.A so in time it could happen and the bright side is I have no friends because I never got in. This is what's on my mind besides finding a new dress, lingerie and shoes with nowhere to wear them. Thanks for askin!

Quote from: Corrina on March 22, 2018, 06:54:59 PM
Reading through all of the information about transformation from beginning to end. My future new life and happiness. But the costs how I will pay for all of this and whether my family will accept me. I had five brothers one passed on early but I was the middle boy. Yes give boys. After years of drinking covering this up, I came home and brought my dysfunctional back together. Now I might be what breaks them apart again. This all seems crazy. I'm almost finished with my M.B.A so in time it could happen and the bright side is I have no friends because I never got in. This is what's on my mind besides finding a new dress, lingerie and shoes with nowhere to wear them. Thanks for askin!

Congrats on almost finishing your M.B.A.! I know it's no place for me to say this, but you shouldn't really care what the cost is.. it's important to know how you'll pay and at the same time it's even more important to get the help you need. A lot of doctors, specialists and even labs do have options for a payment plan that works for you. Healthcare expsenses is daunting for everyone, don't let it stop you!!

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 I don't think the costs are what is really bothering me as much as my family. I have a Gay Aunt and Gay Cousin and they are accepted with joy. I have been my moms only son to actually come home and do anything to help her. My Dad passed away and one brother is married and lives in Washington, one is the town drunk and the other is now living his life. We all talk and get together on holidays. Before none of us spoke. Again I could be the outcast. Other than that I don't live for popular opinion or what the general population thinks. Thanks for encouragement, Allison S

Well, I'm kinda glad this thread is here because in my wondering/wandering thoughts the question of past life experiences came up to me.  I really haven't seen anything related to this posted on site and thought this will convince everyone I'm tootally  (intentional misspeel) bonkers.

From what little I know, could, somehow our previous life be connected to our DNA.  That is if it really happens?

Just thinking weird thoughts out loud :

I don't enjoy clearing up after my friend leaving a trail of obsessed and jilted females in his wake. Why do they come to me lamenting about his behavior and him always disappearing for months on end? I'm not his keeper, ladies. Should take a hint: he's about as reliable as a wax fireguard.

Quote from: Kylo on March 22, 2018, 09:56:59 PM
I don't enjoy clearing up after my friend leaving a trail of obsessed and jilted females in his wake. Why do they come to me lamenting about his behavior and him always disappearing for months on end? I'm not his keeper, ladies. Should take a hint: he's about as reliable as a wax fireguard.

Sounds like he might be hot lol but yeah, not your problem!! I can't believe women actually are obsessed with this guy though .. there's so many others out there!!

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If life in this existence sucked any harder the planet would probably implode

Quote from: V M on March 23, 2018, 12:56:40 AM
If life in this existence sucked any harder the planet would probably implode

So, can we expect a Black Hole to develop in the near future?

Quote from: Cassi on March 23, 2018, 12:58:31 AM
So, can we expect a Black Hole to develop in the near future?

Yes, a noticeable void

Quote from: V M on March 23, 2018, 01:00:40 AM
Yes, a noticeable void

Yikes, a kind of bend over and kiss your keester goodbye type of void?  Noooooooooooooooooooooo

On another matter, I'm thinking when I look at my avatar it's blowing me away that it's me.  No FaceApp or other program other than cropping. 

Kind of cool that I really don't look too bald and it's all my own hair.  Maybe, with some weight loss I'll be okay.

Quote from: Cassi on March 23, 2018, 01:04:32 AM
Yikes, a kind of bend over and kiss your keester goodbye type of void?  Noooooooooooooooooooooo

I'm not quite that limber anymore

Quote from: Cassi on March 23, 2018, 01:07:03 AM
On another matter, I'm thinking when I look at my avatar it's blowing me away that it's me.  No FaceApp or other program other than cropping. 

Kind of cool that I really don't look too bald and it's all my own hair.  Maybe, with some weight loss I'll be okay.

You look good! Keep up what you're doing

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Quote from: V M on March 23, 2018, 01:31:15 AM
I'm not quite that limber anymore

LOL.  If I'm wearing shoes with a slight heel I can bend down but getting up is another story.

Quote from: Allison S on March 23, 2018, 01:44:35 AM
You look good! Keep up what you're doing

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Thank you Allison,

Trying to get things together mentally and work on the physical