This may seem dumb, but I was getting to the point that a heavy gaming laptop just wasn't in the cards for me any more. I retired my older and still awesome Alienware laptop to be used as my desktop or when I really need to do content creation. One thing I loved about it was the lights were programmed to be purple. I vowed that whatever I get next it had to have that too. So I'm now setting up a Razer Blade Stealth. The first thing I did was change the keyboard to be purple, maybe slightly pinkish. Anyway, because of the size and color I feel it's gender affirming and it feels awesome using it. The Alienware feels awesome because it's so powerful. This one, it's okay if it's slower, it makes me smile and feel girly.
Do others have this dumb feeling too? Btw, I mostly game using pinball or on ps4. My laptops are for content creation pretty much exclusively.
Bari Jo