I put the Goth warning in there as some people have a negative reaction to the look, so yeah.

Anyways, I have self hate issues (obviously lol) and I just don't like myself I guess? My body bugs me the most though, as I feel it might be on the masculine side, which I guess would make sense as I was born Male Unfortunately, and I did not start my transition until 21 (I am 23 now) 

Also HRT did not give me much as far as breasts go, so a bit on the flat chested side, although I am getting surgery to fix that, along with FFS next year.

Picture might be a bit hard to see due to everything being black, so I hope you can see lol

Here is the photo



Please judge a way lol. Please be 100% honest with me though, thanks.

oh yeah, I hope this post is not against the rules or anything, as I can't seem to find the rules area.

A still photo doesn't show the whole picture, but from what I can see here, all I see is female!!

With a BA I think your body looks cis female. Just gotta remember to hold your shoulders back, chest forward
I love goth looks [emoji4] I'm thinking of doing goth dominatrix for halloween this year

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Well, I guess i fall into the "elder goth" category now, so this is certainly not offensive, to me ^o^

Brutally honest? You are on the femme side of androgynous, to me. Your mannerisms would hold a lot of weight. You have that bit of a boyish trunk, but so do a whole lot of the cis-women I know! That's why everyone wears a corset, no?

You are lovely though, and I hope you feel that way too, someday!

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Quote from: Mattfromengland on March 27, 2018, 05:53:12 PM
A still photo doesn't show the whole picture, but from what I can see here, all I see is female!!

Thank you for the comment! You are right about the still photo, but this is all I have for now. I suppose I could have done a video, but I do not think the forum allows the option.

Thanks again for commenting.

Quote from: Allison S on March 27, 2018, 06:12:23 PM
With a BA I think your body looks cis female. Just gotta remember to hold your shoulders back, chest forward
I love goth looks [emoji4] I'm thinking of doing goth dominatrix for halloween this year

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Thank you!

Oh yeah, I always try to remind myself to keep my shoulders back and stuff, but some times I forget. Yeah, the goth look is awesome! This is actually my fist time wearing goth clothing, although admittedly the stuff I am wearing is from Hot topic, but it is a start.

Quote from: Tommi on March 27, 2018, 06:12:56 PM
Well, I guess i fall into the "elder goth" category now, so this is certainly not offensive, to me ^o^

Brutally honest? You are on the femme side of androgynous, to me. Your mannerisms would hold a lot of weight. You have that bit of a boyish trunk, but so do a whole lot of the cis-women I know! That's why everyone wears a corset, no?

You are lovely though, and I hope you feel that way too, someday!

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Thank you for the comment!

Yeah I have been thinking about getting a corset, but I always figured it would not make much of a difference. I think I will give it a try though.

You are an elder Goth? That is awesome! I guess I am what you would call a baby bat, as I just now started dressing Goth, although I have always liked the music (siouxsie and the banshees, Bauhaus etc)

Ok so maybe your body is not the ideal that you wish but you look like a ciswoman to me Im so jealous. Im also into the goth subculture btw. I recomend you this symphonic metal band called Therion btw.

You look a lot like the gals who hang out at the club I go to in Hollywood.  All I see is a cute goth chick. 

Quote from: Lilith.lupe.tamayo on March 27, 2018, 07:42:49 PM
Ok so maybe your body is not the ideal that you wish but you look like a ciswoman to me Im so jealous. Im also into the goth subculture btw. I recomend you this symphonic metal band called Therion btw.

Hello,

It is great to see other Goths here on Susan's Place! I will definitely check out the band you suggested. Thank you! Also, thank you for the comment as well.

Quote from: I Am Jess on March 27, 2018, 08:13:32 PM
You look a lot like the gals who hang out at the club I go to in Hollywood.  All I see is a cute goth chick.

Aww thanks for the comment! I really appreciate it 

You look feminine, but as the ladies here told me, own it and I've like you know who you are and. Know one will question it.

Quote from: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 05:42:03 PM
I put the Goth warning in there as some people have a negative reaction to the look, so yeah.

Anyways, I have self hate issues (obviously lol) and I just don't like myself I guess? My body bugs me the most though, as I feel it might be on the masculine side, which I guess would make sense as I was born Male Unfortunately, and I did not start my transition until 21 (I am 23 now) 

Also HRT did not give me much as far as breasts go, so a bit on the flat chested side, although I am getting surgery to fix that, along with FFS next year.

Picture might be a bit hard to see due to everything being black, so I hope you can see lol

Here is the photo



Please judge a way lol. Please be 100% honest with me though, thanks.

oh yeah, I hope this post is not against the rules or anything, as I can't seem to find the rules area.

I see hot goth chick with a sexy choker that I like and would like to know were she got it from

Quote from: Corrina on March 27, 2018, 09:51:25 PM
You look feminine, but as the ladies here told me, own it and I've like you know who you are and. Know one will question it.

Hey, thanks for commenting!

Yeah you are right, but sometimes I can't help but be bothered by specific features on my body. However, these comments have definitely made me feel better about myself, so thanks!

Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on March 27, 2018, 10:09:19 PM
I see hot goth chick with a sexy choker that I like and would like to know were she got it from

Oh wow thanks lol. I got the choker from a website called aliexpress, which is like the Chinese version of Amazon. I used to use this website for my drop shipping business a year ago, but be warned as a lot of the products there can be of low quality. So yeah, you can find a bunch of cool stuff there.

Thanks for the comment!

Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on March 27, 2018, 10:09:19 PM
I see hot goth chick with a sexy choker that I like and would like to know were she got it from

Words, right out of my mouth, girl!!

Thank you for all the comments guys! I really appreciate all the reply's 

To me, it´s all femme.

Body shape or frame might be what it is, but if you look on the street or on the club, you notice that not all women have this super curvy body shape.

Quote from: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 10:43:47 PM
Oh wow thanks lol. I got the choker from a website called aliexpress, which is like the Chinese version of Amazon. I used to use this website for my drop shipping business a year ago, but be warned as a lot of the products there can be of low quality. So yeah, you can find a bunch of cool stuff there.

Thanks for the comment!

No problem thank you for telling us about the website I will definitely look at it

OMG not at all!!! I thought you were cis female!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I started reading and thought you were ftm so felt bad for you coz I didn't think you look masculine at all and thought I saw a pic of a girl  ! 100% honest!!! Well, obviously that's what you are - but I thought you wanted to appear masculine  !

Well you really don't. You look absolutely cis female.