Quote from: Allison S on March 24, 2018, 05:02:25 PM
Feeling down after being misgendered a few times today... I wanna eat everything in sight to feel better but my stomachs too full right now. The slice of pizza I ordered was filled with chicken and I didn't even finish it.. It's crazy to think I might never pass because I can't take this

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One Step, One Foot, One Day at a time little sister!

Sometimes it's nice having a day not focusing on being transgender, or all of the insecurities and feelings attached to it. Today I'm having a 'duvet day' catching up on a month's worth of Hollyoaks and drinking several cups of Earl Grey

Quote from: Sinead on March 25, 2018, 10:17:25 AM
Sometimes it's nice having a day not focusing on being transgender, or all of the insecurities and feelings attached to it. Today I'm having a 'duvet day' catching up on a month's worth of Hollyoaks and drinking several cups of Earl Grey

What??  Not in church?

   

Hollyoaks?? Is Tony still in it, as he's been there since I was in school, haha!

Back on topic, partner catching this bug from my daughter, and both feeling worse for wear today.

Quote from: Cassi on March 25, 2018, 02:30:06 PM
What??  Not in church?

   

I'm going to hell for sure

Quote from: Rumples on March 25, 2018, 03:41:22 PM
Hollyoaks?? Is Tony still in it, as he's been there since I was in school, haha!

Back on topic, partner catching this bug from my daughter, and both feeling worse for wear today.

Yeah, he is. I think they'll cancel Hollyoaks when he leaves, lol

Well, I wouldn't go that far, Limbo, Purgatory maybe, but not hell

I'm thinking a Blue Laws Thread would be cool

I was thinking about anti-aging/reverse aging technology, and whether my generation will be able to benefit from it. I like being in my 20s, and I am sad that it will come to an end in the year 2025, which is not that far away imo. Hopefully by the time I am 40 they will come out with that fountain of youth pill or injection. There is actually a live stream that talks about reverse aging, which makes me hopeful for the future.

Here is the live stream if anyone is interested.

it might be a bit silly for someone in their early 20s to be thinking about this stuff but I do it quite often. I suppose none of this really matters though, as someday I will die and when I do I will forget that I ever existed in the first place. Life truly is pointless but then again there is nothing wrong with a bit of pointless fun.

Tall, 22, and handsome seems to be the guys tonight messaging me. It's all very fleeting and some just want sex. Which I don't really want. There was one muscular tall guy who really wanted to meet for months. I never did because I felt insecure. Now I'm thinking I may not care anymore?

Hmm I think they're mostly bi/pansexual but I still feel like I'm no where near done transitioning yet. They may just have to wait lol

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I'm thinking that I'm not as beautiful as most of you ladies and need more beauty sleep to catch up so with that,

SWEET DREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't remember?

Quote from: Allison S on March 28, 2018, 11:11:53 PM
Tall, 22, and handsome seems to be the guys tonight messaging me. It's all very fleeting and some just want sex. Which I don't really want. There was one muscular tall guy who really wanted to meet for months. I never did because I felt insecure. Now I'm thinking I may not care anymore?

Hmm I think they're mostly bi/pansexual but I still feel like I'm no where near done transitioning yet. They may just have to wait lol

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@ Allison:  Exciting and frightening all at the same time is how I feel about my male suitors... now I have 3.
A word of caution ... my Dad told me this when I was a teenager:
           "If you can't be good, be very careful!"
Hugs,
Danielle

Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on March 29, 2018, 10:21:55 AM

@ Allison:  Exciting and frightening all at the same time is how I feel about my male suitors... now I have 3.
A word of caution ... my Dad told me this when I was a teenager:
           "If you can't be good, be very careful!"
Hugs,
Danielle

Yeah, good advice. I'm not going out with them anytime soon if ever. What they expect in my photos isn't really me.

I'm not surprised at you having a pick of any guys you want. They'd be very lucky to be with you and they know it!!

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Quote from: Allison S on March 29, 2018, 11:04:01 AM

Yeah, good advice. I'm not going out with them anytime soon if ever. What they expect in my photos isn't really me.

I'm not surprised at you having a pick of any guys you want. They'd be very lucky to be with you and they know it!!

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@ Allison:   Thank you for you way too kind words.....
... and by the way, your time will come as you continue your HRT and eventually transition to full-time....   I know that you are probably very tired of hearing me say this....   Patience is Required!!!!
At your stage of HRT I think that you are doing just fine compared to where others are at the same point in their HRT timeline.
Hang in there... good things are coming for you!! .... and I expect pictures when they do!!!
Hugs,
Danielle

Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on March 29, 2018, 11:40:50 AM

@ Allison:   Thank you for you way too kind words.....
... and by the way, your time will come as you continue your HRT and eventually transition to full-time....   I know that you are probably very tired of hearing me say this....   Patience is Required!!!!
At your stage of HRT I think that you are doing just fine compared to where others are at the same point in their HRT timeline.
Hang in there... good things are coming for you!! .... and I expect pictures when they do!!!
Hugs,
Danielle

Thanks sis!! It's true we're women regardless of trans status and it takes real men (or other women) to love us for who we are.

I know it's hard for you being stealth and not knowing how people will react. But I think they will see you for who you are and always have been. We shouldn't have to worry about the reactions of others but right now what we can do is teach others acceptance and compassion. Or not, everyone is free to do what they want obviously.

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Despite the hardships & difficult times we face in life, life is pretty dang awesome.

Quote from: Sarah_P on March 29, 2018, 05:19:40 PM
Despite the hardships & difficult times we face in life, life is pretty dang awesome.

Sarah_P: Generally for most of us, we don't have to look very far to see that we are indeed blessed.  Life could be a lot worse, just watch the television nightly news.
Danielle

Estrogen is so weird lol... I want someone to hold me and tell me everything will be okay. But at the same time for them to push me down a flight of stairs (not really). Serious inner conflict !

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Quote from: Allison S on March 30, 2018, 05:32:36 PM
Estrogen is so weird lol... I want someone to hold me and tell me everything will be okay. But at the same time for them to push me down a flight of stairs (not really). Serious inner conflict !

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I don't even want to go there because Bonnie, my youngest dog thinks it's funny to try to trip me whilst climbing up or walking down stairs

Then I get a sudden rush and doing funny things (at least in my mind).

I am no longer able to run or use a stairway but I'm okay and...

In other news...

It's the rest of the world what is messed up in their own judgemental conditioned heads but I really couldn't care less about all that