On a one to ten trolling scale I score that a zero. 

Never casually open a freezer that you hurriedly stuffed things into the last time you opened it 

Quote from: Devlyn Marie on April 03, 2018, 06:13:51 PM
On a one to ten trolling scale I score that a zero.  [emoji23]

Are you responding to my post? Lol

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Quote from: Allison S on April 03, 2018, 08:47:21 PM
Are you responding to my post? Lol

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No, I was using the thread to say what I was thinking. 

Have you ever wondered what happened to old users who used to post on Susan's Place? I am a bit of a stalker to be honest, as I will sometimes read peoples post history when I am bored, and I have noticed that some members who were active for years would literally just stop and never post again. I cannot be the only one who wonders about this right? So yeah that is what I am thinking about right now.

My mind wanders off into odd ponderings at times

Sometimes I feel concerned by my lack of interest, particularly when I feel that some folks are just way too wound about irrelevant issues of non-interest

I understand we live in a world chalked full of hypercritical judgement and nearly all of us have to deal with a plethora of bull->-bleeped-<- on a daily basis

Often I feel torn between being glad I woke up to another day and that no-one is shooting at me and/or whither or not I really wanted to wake up to another day of this inane existence

But here I am


 

I've got a lot coming up to be positive about:

• I should be getting some breast forms early next week, for free
• My arms and legs are hair free, which is honestly, great
• (my currently wig is a mess, I need a new one). I have a wig consultation this Saturday & then in another two weeks
• Pride is less than 2 months away
• I'm getting closer to finding a solution to my facial hair problem (I don't want it, I hate it, but I can't shave using a razor, due to getting razor bumps)

Thinking about how helpful and inspiring you all are.  What a gift.

Thinking about when to plan a week end trip to NYC to be totally "me".  Exciting and scary, worried it will love it so much....

And thinking about how to change my profile name to just Karen....

Wish I could put some spark into my mundane life, I'm so pathetically bored beyond death most of the time even with the things that usually will bring a bit of charm

Don't particularly want to suicide, it's just getting more and more difficult to find much point to this existence anymore

I'm sure it'll be okay and something will work out, I just don't know what as of yet

Quote from: V M on April 07, 2018, 06:04:53 AM
Wish I could put some spark into my mundane life, I'm so pathetically bored beyond death most of the time even with the things that usually will bring a bit of charm

Don't particularly want to suicide, it's just getting more and more difficult to find much point to this existence anymore

I'm sure it'll be okay and something will work out, I just don't know what as of yet

I am pretty sure most people are bored beyond belief, as Humans do in fact live mundane and repetitive lives. Heck, even the billionaires are bored....probably at least. Life will become more entertaining in the future as new technologies emerge to improve or replace existing tech. Until then however...sleep the days away I guess? I don't know lol. Yeah life is pointless but there is nothing wrong with a bit of pointless fun imo.

That is all I got for advice honestly.

I just bought a 72$ dollar dress and I am starting to wonder...am I irresponsible? Personally, I do not find that to be a lot of money, but I am not rich either...yet. Hmmm...this was a bad decision on my part...probably, but then again my brain is still developing, so poor choices are to be made. Oh well....whatever.

I love to give, and today I gave 6 hours to my golf club. I have no spare time in my life and if I do I give more to others. If you have times where you don't love who you are then give love to those who need it.
I must admit my giving today has its pain, my body is sooooo sore.


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Quote from: V M on April 07, 2018, 06:04:53 AM
Wish I could put some spark into my mundane life, I'm so pathetically bored beyond death most of the time even with the things that usually will bring a bit of charm

Don't particularly want to suicide, it's just getting more and more difficult to find much point to this existence anymore

I'm sure it'll be okay and something will work out, I just don't know what as of yet

@ V M :
I am so sad to hear of your current state of mind...........

Hobbies? 
Regular gym visits with friends? 
Volunteering with charitable agencies? 
Book club and/or Cooking club with like minded friends? 
Mentoring and teaching others... similar to big brother/big sister? 
Regular walking or jogging with a friend or friends?
Going back to a community college to take a short term course in an area that interests you?

If you are retired you certainly have more time than myself to get involved in some of the things that I mentioned. 
I am self-employed and have my own business... working long hours but I find time/make time to get involved in most of the above activities.... not only is it good for your mental attitude but also a great way to develop new friends and relationships.

PLEASE.... Pick yourself up and get back on track to a satisfying and contributing lifestyle...  you will not only feel better but you will feel better about yourself.   
An old but true saying.... "Busy people are Happy people"
Just my 2 cents worth!!!!
Hugs,
Danielle

What have I done, what have I done..? What have I done..

Trying to stop the panic,

Rowan

Ps. No, I've not done something rash in the physical world *just*, (haha), fretting if I've upset some folk.

Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on April 08, 2018, 09:22:25 AM
@ V M :
I am so sad to hear of your current state of mind...........

Hobbies? 
Regular gym visits with friends? 
Volunteering with charitable agencies? 
Book club and/or Cooking club with like minded friends? 
Mentoring and teaching others... similar to big brother/big sister? 
Regular walking or jogging with a friend or friends?
Going back to a community college to take a short term course in an area that interests you?

If you are retired you certainly have more time than myself to get involved in some of the things that I mentioned. 
I am self-employed and have my own business... working long hours but I find time/make time to get involved in most of the above activities.... not only is it good for your mental attitude but also a great way to develop new friends and relationships.

PLEASE.... Pick yourself up and get back on track to a satisfying and contributing lifestyle...  you will not only feel better but you will feel better about yourself.   
An old but true saying.... "Busy people are Happy people"
Just my 2 cents worth!!!!
Hugs,
Danielle

I am somewhat retired but thinking about going back to work, plus I randomly got invaded by my friend girl and her friends

It's been an interesting weekend, but I'm not complaining none - Just wondering where I'm going to lay down

I'll probably try to squeeze into my bed somewhere

Think I'm gonna take a break from the forum for a while. I'm gonna take a break with everything trans related

I'm a bit conflicted.. I feel silly sharing but it's on my mind so surely it's worth sharing. Anywho, I have this weird fear if I lose weight and do dance cardio/walk a lot I'll lose the bit of curves I think I have... I feel emotional talking about finally having hips, butt and even very small breats. I was NOT expecting this reaction I'm having..

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Quote from: V M on April 09, 2018, 03:24:41 AM
I am somewhat retired but thinking about going back to work, plus I randomly got invaded by my friend girl and her friends

It's been an interesting weekend, but I'm not complaining none - Just wondering where I'm going to lay down

I'll probably try to squeeze into my bed somewhere

@ V M:   Thanks for your update and reply... I am relieved to hear that you got out of your depressed feelings yesterday... !!!!   Now, your complaint is that your house is full of females and you can't find a place to go to bed??
There has got to be some happy middle ground, right???

All better now....... enjoy.
Danielle

Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on April 09, 2018, 09:49:41 AM
@ V M:   Thanks for your update and reply... I am relieved to hear that you got out of your depressed feelings yesterday... !!!!   Now, your complaint is that your house is full of females and you can't find a place to go to bed??
There has got to be some happy middle ground, right???

All better now....... enjoy.
Danielle

Yeah, I do deal with depression issues quite often so it was good to have a bit fun to break up the monotony

They're all in their 30's and 40's and have quite a bit more energy than me - I guess this tends to be one of their weekend things to do and my place just happened to get selected this time

I did manage to snuggle in and was immediately cuddled, woke up alone with quite the hangover though

Amazingly they were all able to get up and go to work

I'm thinking that with all the comments I'm sometimes receiving on Facebook and in person, I should perhaps start some sort of transgender Q&A. But then I remember that there are tons of transgender people online and that my opinion really isn't that more special.