This is my second time around here you could say.I came here about 5 years ago,and being on shaky ground with my self acceptance,i went through pains and purges,trying to leave behind any remnants of being a cd/tv.Why i thought that would work i don't know.I am 42 now and it never worked.

To be more honest is that i got scared.I know i explore the transexual realm more than the average crossdresser.The way i could really relate to the stories and the mindset.My whole life i was able to change back into a guy,go to work and support myself.I started asking myself questions of what am i working toward?.

Well i still don't know.but i am not afraid either.I probably should have never stopped coming to susans because i felt more alone that way.And i don't learn very much alone.

Quote from: Barbara on March 17, 2008, 09:35:02 PM
This is my second time around here you could say.I came here about 5 years ago,and being on shaky ground with my self acceptance,i went through pains and purges,trying to leave behind any remnants of being a cd/tv.Why i thought that would work i don't know.I am 42 now and it never worked.

To be more honest is that i got scared.I know i explore the transexual realm more than the average crossdresser.The way i could really relate to the stories and the mindset.My whole life i was able to change back into a guy,go to work and support myself.I started asking myself questions of what am i working toward?.

Well i still don't know.but i am not afraid either.I probably should have never stopped coming to susans because i felt more alone that way.And i don't learn very much alone.

Welcome back to the site, Barbara. Self-acceptance is the first step to self-discovery. I was scared when I found out that I was a cross dresser. For several weeks it was an emotional roller coaster until one day I came out to myself and admitted that I love wearing women's clothing. All the tensions and fears dissipated. Today, I'm a happy and content cross dresser and transgender.

The fact that you are not afraid is a good sign. You can E-mail me and chat privately if you wwould like.

Gennee  

Hello Barbara and welcome to Susan's!

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