Quote from: TicTac on April 15, 2018, 01:54:17 PM
I would probably be a happier person if I followed a religion, but I just don't know if I can believe in any of it. Knowing that I will forget everything that I experienced and accomplished once I die makes life seem pointless and not worth living. What I do or don't do does not matter in the end because nothing matters and it SUCKS. I became an atheist when I was 11 and I think that was a mistake because I have been miserable ever since.
I go to church as a social function, and a way to connect locally with my peers.. It has nothing to do with undying devotion and adoration to some obscure allegedly benevolent deity. After all, if 'god' (goddess?) was truly loving would they have designed so many mistakes in humanity, allow suffering, childhood cancer, terrible cruely, etc.??
Nope I'm more ancient aliens theorist.. we were seeded, socially manipulated, then released to our own wiles. Doesn't mean I won't go to church & sing with the rest however. What it does mean however, is I realized long ago praying to god wouldn't solve my problems. Ironically the very thing I prayed & begged for for decades ... I had all along. SO you never know! There is always hope

On that note I needed to be more specific with my wish

As any good AD&D player will tell you, careful what you wish for.