I am 15 years of age and 5'6". I haven't grown since I was like eleven, the same age that I got my period. Back then, I was a giant, but as the years went by, I've become shorter and shorter. I used to regularly be the tallest person in my class or even grade at earlier points. Now that I've been living as male, I am dirt bottom in terms of height. Instead of the very top of the stands in chorus, I'm the very bottom. I'm terrified to hell and back that I will never grow again. I'm the runt of my family now.
My deceased brother was 6'7", and my eight-year-old sister is already about 5'0". I haven't had any growth in four years and I fear that time is running out. My mom said girls keep growing until late teens and boys throughout early 20's, as I've heard from every other adult I've asked, but online it generally says girls stop growing around 13 or 14, and my endocrinologist said 12.
Mom is 5'9" and dad is 6'0". I'm so so close to getting testosterone, but from what my endocrinologist told me, T won't do jack ->-bleeped-<-. I do everything in my power to grow, from avoiding caffeine to eating like a health nut to sleeping nine hours a night. I just want to stretch my body with a medieval torture device. I want to crack my spine and limbs into two and have them just grow back together longer. If I have to stay this height for the rest of my life, I fear what I'll do to myself. Please, for the love of god, if there is anything, anything, out there, tell me.