Hello everyone my name is Kaitlyn and I've just recently started to realize things about me that I've always made excuses for and am ready to accept. I was never good at fitting in with the guys everything always felt foreign. sports skateboarding growing a large beard to try and fit in more. I've always cross dressed but it was in secret when i went out in a dress i played it off like a joke or prank so people wouldn't judge me this story could go on for ages so ill make it simple and short I've never felt more comfortable with myself then when i look like a girl it feels like my external matches my internal and I've generally happier. my depression seems to melt away like it was never there.

that being said  some things i like are:
i Love dresses, makeup ,cute things, everything Japanese, video games and programming, baby metal, Gwen Stefani, Tatu

I am also a computer programmer i program in vb.net, visual c, Java, C#, and the markups like  html,php

i dress in alternative Japanese fashion and go to tea party when i get the chance.

All the support I've gotten from my fellow fashion community and friends allowed a place i could be my self without being judged. although i have high social anxiety around new people and large crowds i do love making new friends and meeting new people it may seem like i dodge people or ignore them but it not what is happening i just need some time a lone to process and take things slow i love all my friends

anyways even when i cross dress I've told people its just because i like dresses which isn't a lie i love them but its only half the reason, I've never said out loud till now that I am a Girl. and it feels like such a burden has lifted that i can say that now no more excuses why I am the way I am. I'm that way because it me and I'm ready to start transitioning to match my soul.

sorry if that was a bit too much.

Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on April 04, 2018, 10:42:05 PM
Hello Kaitlyn, I see that you are new here and have questions and concerns, this is the right place for you to be to find out what others have done that may have been in your circumstances. 
Be aware that there are lots of members here that can identify with the issues that you brought up in your introduction posting. 

WELCOME to Susan's Place.  You will find this a safe and friendly place to share with others about your transition and to read about others transitions and their trials, tribulations, and successes in their transition journey. 
It is nice that you have signed up so you can share with others and involve yourself with some give and take with other members.
When frustrated or if you have a successful moment in your journey you can share it here if you wish and receive support from others and offer support to others. ....

***It's a very good chance that you might find that you will make some new friends here. 

Please come in and get involved at your own pace.  Be sure to look at the Links that I posted below, there is information about the site that will help you navigate around and best utilize the features here.
Again, Welcome.
Danielle


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Hi Kaitlyn 

Welcome to Susan's Place    Glad to have you here, join on in the fun

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Hey there, Kaitlyn. No need to worry about sharing too much, that's exactly what these forums are for.

And it looks like we have a lot in common. I'm also into gaming, recently started learning code and I'm also a bit of a manga nut.

Anyway, if you ever need anything I'll be more than happy to help.

Hello, I'ts nice to meet you.
Once you start programming and get the syntax down it will flow faster. you can make anything you put your mind to.
i cant wait for the new jurassic park game to come out XD