I've been dating my girlfriend for a year now and dysphoria seems to come right out of the blue or I'd be triggered by something so minor, like when she talks to her friends and they talk about other guys and their "dick" experiences. It gets to me ALL the time, then I tend to think about her previous relationships. I came to a point where this pops up in my mind whether she enjoys when we have sex or if she ever misses the feeling of a cis man. Sometimes when we're having sex I don't want to continue with it and feel SO disassociated because I feel like she's not feeling it. I don't know why I always feel like this... Then often times I feel like its not going to work because she's going to one day realize that this isn't what she wants. I know she loves me, but it gets to me a lot...
has any one experienced something similar or am I just crazy for thinking like this