I don't really feel jealous of other trans women much, I feel more of a sisterhood and understanding, but I feel jealous of just about every cis woman. They just were given for free the thing that I've devoted a huge chunk of my life to getting. I'm sure just about everyone here wishes they were born with a female body, but it's not like you can really do anything about it. Just be proud of how far you've come and surround yourself with people who love you and can be excited with you.