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When you look in the mirror for you just want to rip your skin off?

Started by ivallesa, May 03, 2018, 04:23:29 PM

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ivallesa

May 03, 2018, 04:23:29 PM
Exactly what the title says lol whenever I look at myself I just get this flood of hate and I just want to idk make myself dissapear so I don't have to look at myself anymore
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SkyIndica

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May 03, 2018, 04:26:55 PM
Honestly, I understand exactly what you mean. I wish I could just Peel my skin off and let my true self shine through. It's okay though, no matter what, just hang in there, and don't forget to remind yourself of the beauty you do have in you. You're beautiful regardless of what flaws you might think you see.

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BlueJaye

#2
May 03, 2018, 05:16:12 PM
Yes, every day.
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Eryn T

#3
May 03, 2018, 06:15:37 PM
This is why I mostly avoid mirrors. But when you do need to look, resist scratching and try buffing with a brush instead! <3
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krobinson103

#4
May 04, 2018, 02:06:10 AM
Used to feel that way. I fixed it...
Every day is a totally awesome day
Every day provides opportunities and challenges
Every challenge leads to an opportunity
Every fear faced leads to one more strength
Every strength leads to greater success
Success leads to self esteem
Self Esteem leads to happiness.
Cherish every day.
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Viktor_01

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May 17, 2018, 04:52:17 PM
Quote from: krobinson103 on May 04, 2018, 02:06:10 AM
Used to feel that way. I fixed it...

So jealous!
I try to avoid looking at myself at all times. I know I don't pass (FTM), and I'm disgusted by my body. Too fat, too curvy...
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DawnOday

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May 17, 2018, 05:29:48 PM
I used to have extreme acne. When I crossdressed and put on makeup, I was covering that all up. I liked what I saw. I was telling myself "This is the way it should always be" Nothing since has happened to change my mind. Call me vane. I still like what I see.
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First indication I was different- 1956 kindergarten
First crossdress - Asked mother to dress me in sisters costumes  Age 7
First revelation - 1982 to my present wife
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blackcat

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May 17, 2018, 09:22:03 PM
I hit a point where I was like, well, I can hang pictures of male celebrities over the mirror and tell myself I look great, or I can transition.

I feel you. I've taken maybe two selfies my entire life.
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Charlie Nicki

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May 17, 2018, 10:36:57 PM
I don't hate what I see in the mirror but I do hate what I see on my front cam of my phone. I look good in one and super ugly in the other so one of those is lying to me...
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