I mostly ask out of curiosity, I still present as a man, and havent fully opened up to everyone in my life yet so Ive mostly just been looking around to see ways to ease out (lol) But if nothing happens before I have an appointment with my psychiatrist and im not sure what to expect.
Anyway that was a bit off topic, but yeah the idea of tape does scare me and where I personally intend to go all the way someday, that doesnt mean it can actually happen so Im just looking around to see what people use other than tape.