I don't really know who to talk to about this and I've been searching all over the internet for answers. I've never been comfortable with my body as a female, the curves my shape and breast the softness of my face, the things that make me feminine, but I don't have a desire to be male. Is it possible for someone to want to stay a woman but be very masculine because of hormones?

Hi Lostanddelerious, Welcome to Susan's Place!  I'm Jessica.
I believe a good start to explore how you feel you want to be seen and considering hormones to help is with a gender therapist.  You may be non binary (NB) where you dont feel your necessarily either gender.  They can help you find who you are.

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Absolutely it's possible. Myself I know of one person that has change to all male name and gender identification yet has not changed physically. Another identifies as female yet has only grown long hair, underdressed and has very nice nails yet retains the male name and looks. Between male and female there are millions of variables.

Welcome to Susan's Place. Between male and female there are a range of feelings that are a combination of male and female. Unfortunately this isn't as well known in the medical community as the more binary identities but some of the medical community is is knowledgable about it. I don't have many links I can provide on this but you might start with our WIKI .

Hiya,

Try looking at Ash Hardell on YouTube, she's non binary intersex.
So floats between gender on how the day grabs here, very informative vlogs

Wish you all the luck in the world discovering yourself more.

Sophie

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