I felt as a cismale I was straight. I tried to have experiences with men, but it didn't do anything for me. It didn't feel right. Didn't enjoy it. Felt awkward and weird. I didn't find men sexually attractive.
But then came the thing that actually, I don't really enjoy being with women.
But the more Im opening up to the idea of being transgendered, the more Im actually starting to see some men in a new light and thinking he's gorgeous. Im like excuse me, where did that come from.
I wonder if I have suppressed any feelings towards men without being aware of those feelings.
Anyone experience anything similar? A complete and total disinterest in sex or any sexual ambition prior to acceptance of being transgender?
Lucy
