Hi again, I've been having this weird idea over the last few nights about transitioning.
I was thinking what do I do if cant pass and then I randomly started thinking about the Disney film Mulan (its about a women samurai who has to pretend to be a man) I havent seen it in ages. I started thinking maybe it could be like that, maybe it has been like that stuck in the wrong body!

Just the thoughts of a madman of course, but just thought maybe someone else would see this and it would some how help, like it has done for me for some reason.

I love Disney movies, but I never saw that one.  The other day I did see a video on YouTube that showed a slideshow of a comic someone had drawn about two guys who go to the gym to check out women, when suddenly one of them transforms into a woman.  Neither one of them can explain how or why the transformation was taking place, but he became a she.  The two began dating and the story ended with the two married.  I must have watched this video a hundred times in the last two or three days.  The artwork was gorgeous and the background music was strangely fitting, though it had absolutely nothing to do with changing genders.  And all I can think about when I watch this video is think about how I wish that transformation would happen to me.

I can relate Danielle it would make things so much easier! It's an excellent film, I r3comend it. I really want 5o watch it again