Hello Brenda
I'm so happy for you and feel that you did Choose Wisely
And isn't choosing HRT and whatever might come beond that, is better than going back to your life with tobacco, absent any hope of freeing your inner identity and expressing it as you probably always dreamed of, better than smoking.
It sure isn't going to be an easy Road quitting tobacco products.
I think your vision of all the possibilities ahead of you, like a dream come true in a way to provide all the incentive you need to see your vision come true.
all the best to you I hope all your goals are achieved and then some.
Love Tatiana