Just a few different observations in case anyone is interested, as I know most people are looking for full transition, but I am not at this point.
I started the lowest available Estrogen patch dose 3 months ago. Wanted to maintain sexual performance with wife.
I only noticed two physical changes within the first few weeks:
1) Orgasms feel different
2) Skin changes are different.
The other change I noticed was that the dysphoria was reduced - in fact the whole gender thing didn't seem to be much of a issue to think about as time went on. Also, I felt a lot less anger day to day. Seemed like a good solution.
Well recently been struggling with depression. Went for my 3 month check-up and found both E and T levels are well below normal ranges. Doubled my E dose. Still below maintenance transition.
Now at this dose libido does seem to be decreasing. And I seem to care less and less about this gender dysphoia. I don't know if this will be maintainable or not. But I guess I'll see. I'm a bit nervous I will be forced to choose a more definitive path.
Take care,
Sarah
