@Sonja
Wow thank you so much, looks like I really need to stop overthinking stuff so much. If I wasn't such a thinker I would've started at age 21 or maybe even 18. It doesn't matter the next best time to start is now right? [emoji4] I have been fighting against my "feelings" for far too long, ever since I can remember. I must have been like 4 or 5 when I discovered that something was wrong.
I mean when I was like 7 I thought that my "feelings" meant that I was gay and I told my mom, she "beat it out of me" and I'm glad she never told my dad. My whole life I've felt trapped being raised as a male, I don't know, it just never felt right. Despite all that, I do love my parents and hope that they will accept me for who I am, that's all I can hope for [emoji4]
@Kirsteneklund7
I'm very exited and eager to start HRT as well [emoji4] and don't worry Kirsten, I do plan on keeping you updated. I'm thinking about creating a video like the ones all over YouTube about transitioning. That way I can share my progress and maybe I'll even become confident enough to create regular update videos. It took me a lot of courage to "come out" to my ex-girlfriend and to post two silly pictures on this website.
Somewhere along the way I figured that I'm going to "come out" to my family and friends one way or another. Maybe someone will discover me on this website. Maybe they'll find out some other way? One thing is certain though, I'd rather they all find out because I told them myself, whether one on one or the whole group at once. I just need to gather up some more confidence [emoji4]
Edit: Sorry didn't mean to go off topic, I tend to do that, part of my overthinking problem...
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