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Started by Roll, November 08, 2017, 09:52:07 AM

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Rachel

Ellie, I am so happy the date went so well.

I know HRT and experiencing a second puberty causes all sorts of trouble. I would not be too hard on yourself.
HRT  5-28-2013
FT   11-13-2015
FFS   9-16-2016 -Spiegel
GCS 11-15-2016 - McGinn
Hair Grafts 3-20-2017 - Cooley
Voice therapy start 3-2017 - Reene Blaker
Labiaplasty 5-15-2017 - McGinn
BA 7-12-2017 - McGinn
Hair grafts 9-25-2017 Dr.Cooley
Sataloff Cricothyroid subluxation and trachea shave12-11-2017
Dr. McGinn labiaplasty, hood repair, scar removal, graph repair and bottom of  vagina finished. urethra repositioned. 4-4-2018
Dr. Sataloff Glottoplasty 5-14-2018
Dr. McGinn vaginal in office procedure 10-22-2018
Dr. McGinn vaginal revision 2 4-3-2019 Bottom of vagina closed off, fat injected into the labia and urethra repositioned.
Dr. Thomas in 2020 FEMLAR
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Rayna

Puberty has its ups and downs, and it sounds from your latest few posts like you're experiencing the full range! Enjoy the ups, and be patient with the downs. I'm glad your date went well.
If so, then why not?
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Roll

Things keep getting better. We are fawning over each other constantly and everyone in both our lives keeps "awwwwww"ing at us. ;D This is all so new to me, and it's going to amazing well it is unbelievable.

She said something that I can't get out of my head. She told me yesterday I just have this "amazing aura" where my pre transition issues have turned around and become positive energy surrounding me. Something about that in particular just meant the world to me to hear. I know I've tried, tried so very hard to turn my life around and try to be a positive person to live up to what I know my mom would want for me. And hearing that from her just... it really mattered to me.

God, I am falling so hard.
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An Open Letter to anyone suffering from anxiety, particularly those afraid to make your first post or continue posting!

8/30/17 - First Therapy! The road begins in earnest.
10/20/17 - First coming out (to my father)!
12/16/17 - BEGAN HRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5/21/18 - FIRST DAY OUT AS ME!!!!!!!!!
6/08/18 - 2,250 Hair Grafts
6/23/18 - FIRST PRIDE!
8/06/18 - 100%, completely out!
9/08/18 - I'M IN LOVE!!!!
2/27/19 - Name Change!

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Michelle_P

Ellie, it's great to see you so happy and so very massively affirmed.

Fresh romance is a pretty intense experience.  We can never know where it might lead, but it is one heck of a ride (at any age! ;) ). Enjoy the ride, build happy memories, and care for each other.  This may be one of the best parts of the human experience.

Earth my body, water my blood, air my breath and fire my spirit.

My personal transition path included medical changes.  The path others take may require no medical intervention, or different care.  We each find our own path. I provide these dates for the curious.
Electrolysis - Hours in The Chair: 238 (8.5 were preparing for GCS, five clearings); On estradiol patch June 2016; Full-time Oct 22, 2016; GCS Oct 20, 2017; FFS Aug 28, 2018; Stage 2 labiaplasty revision and BA Feb 26, 2019
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Roll

It's that time again... 9 month update!! Every month I say this, but I'm always surprised how long its been.

HRT Related Stuff!!
- Boob growth definitely on an upswing still. Really really hopeful here long term that I may not need BA.
- Not sure any more notable face changes, so hard to tell.
- Sexual function still there, and while I had the decreased libido last few months, libido now in overdrive like never before between progesterone and my new girlfriend. ;D
- Body hair notably less again. Some parts basically gone or super fine.

Not HRT explicitly related!
- I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I include this as a transition item because without transitioning and the progress from it, this would have never happened. This is hands down the best change. ;D
- Hair transplants just over 3 months now and really kicking into gear. I'm so excited. Hair still looks really bad and I still think I'll need some fill ins after 2 years, but this is already night and day!!
- 8 lasers done, and progress continues apace!
~ Ellie
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I ALWAYS WELCOME PMs!
(I made the s lowercase so it didn't look as much like PMS... ;D)

An Open Letter to anyone suffering from anxiety, particularly those afraid to make your first post or continue posting!

8/30/17 - First Therapy! The road begins in earnest.
10/20/17 - First coming out (to my father)!
12/16/17 - BEGAN HRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5/21/18 - FIRST DAY OUT AS ME!!!!!!!!!
6/08/18 - 2,250 Hair Grafts
6/23/18 - FIRST PRIDE!
8/06/18 - 100%, completely out!
9/08/18 - I'M IN LOVE!!!!
2/27/19 - Name Change!

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Donica

Great news Ellie! Wow! A girl friend! Things are looking up. Congrats on 9 months HRT.

Hugs,
Donica.
Rebirth 06/09/2017. HRT 08/22/2017. RLE 07/14/2018. Name and Gender change 10/19/2018. FFS 09/06/2019. GCS 05/26/2021.
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MollyPants

Congratulations Ellie! That's fantastic news! I'm so happy for you.

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Rachel

Ellie, great progress. I am very happy you have someone special in your life.
HRT  5-28-2013
FT   11-13-2015
FFS   9-16-2016 -Spiegel
GCS 11-15-2016 - McGinn
Hair Grafts 3-20-2017 - Cooley
Voice therapy start 3-2017 - Reene Blaker
Labiaplasty 5-15-2017 - McGinn
BA 7-12-2017 - McGinn
Hair grafts 9-25-2017 Dr.Cooley
Sataloff Cricothyroid subluxation and trachea shave12-11-2017
Dr. McGinn labiaplasty, hood repair, scar removal, graph repair and bottom of  vagina finished. urethra repositioned. 4-4-2018
Dr. Sataloff Glottoplasty 5-14-2018
Dr. McGinn vaginal in office procedure 10-22-2018
Dr. McGinn vaginal revision 2 4-3-2019 Bottom of vagina closed off, fat injected into the labia and urethra repositioned.
Dr. Thomas in 2020 FEMLAR
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ChrissyRyan

Quote from: Roll on September 15, 2018, 01:16:01 PM
It's that time again... 9 month update!! Every month I say this, but I'm always surprised how long its been.

HRT Related Stuff!!
- Boob growth definitely on an upswing still. Really really hopeful here long term that I may not need BA.
- Not sure any more notable face changes, so hard to tell.
- Sexual function still there, and while I had the decreased libido last few months, libido now in overdrive like never before between progesterone and my new girlfriend. ;D
- Body hair notably less again. Some parts basically gone or super fine.

Not HRT explicitly related!
- I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I include this as a transition item because without transitioning and the progress from it, this would have never happened. This is hands down the best change. ;D
- Hair transplants just over 3 months now and really kicking into gear. I'm so excited. Hair still looks really bad and I still think I'll need some fill ins after 2 years, but this is already night and day!!
- 8 lasers done, and progress continues apace!


That is wonderful news all around!  I am happy for you.

Chrissy

Always stay cheerful, be polite, kind, and understanding. Accepting yourself as the woman you are is very liberating.  Never underestimate the appreciation and respect of authenticity.  Help connect a person to someone that may be able to help that person.  Be brave, be strong.  A TRUE friend is a treasure.  Relationships are very important, people are important, and the sooner we all realize that the better off the world will be.  Try a little kindness.  Be generous with your time, energy, wisdom, and resources.   Inconvenience yourself to help someone.   I am a brown eyed, brown haired woman. 
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Roll

I am now officially moved into my Atlanta apartment. Sleeping on a yoga mat tonight.

Last weekend though I stayed at my girlfriend's place 3 days in a row, soooooooo. Yeah. That's going super well.  ;D

Tomorrow she is meeting me and my dad and step mom for lunch, I'm so excited.
~ Ellie
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I ALWAYS WELCOME PMs!
(I made the s lowercase so it didn't look as much like PMS... ;D)

An Open Letter to anyone suffering from anxiety, particularly those afraid to make your first post or continue posting!

8/30/17 - First Therapy! The road begins in earnest.
10/20/17 - First coming out (to my father)!
12/16/17 - BEGAN HRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5/21/18 - FIRST DAY OUT AS ME!!!!!!!!!
6/08/18 - 2,250 Hair Grafts
6/23/18 - FIRST PRIDE!
8/06/18 - 100%, completely out!
9/08/18 - I'M IN LOVE!!!!
2/27/19 - Name Change!

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Laurie

WOW! Ellie,

  In a hurry with this girlfriend thing are you? I mean bringing her to meet Mom and Dad already?

Oh gosh enjoy yourself ,Ellie.

Hugs,
  Laurie
April 13, 2019 switched to estradiol valerate
December 20, 2018    Referral sent to OHSU Dr Dugi  for vaginoplasty consult
December 10, 2018    Second Letter VA Psychiatric Practical nurse
November 15, 2018    First letter from VA therapist
May 11, 2018 I am Laurie Jeanette Wickwire
May   3, 2018 Submitted name change forms
Aug 26, 2017 another increase in estradiol
Jun  26, 2017 Last day in male attire That's full time I guess
May 20, 2017 doubled estradiol
May 18, 2017 started electrolysis
Dec   4, 2016 Started estradiol and spironolactone



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Faith

Quote from: Roll on September 25, 2018, 11:08:41 PM
I am now officially moved into my Atlanta apartment. Sleeping on a yoga mat tonight.

Last weekend though I stayed at my girlfriend's place 3 days in a row, soooooooo. Yeah. That's going super well.  ;D

Tomorrow she is meeting me and my dad and step mom for lunch, I'm so excited.

Ellie, I know I don't post but I follow. I suppose it's time for me to say congratulations on getting some, um, company in your life. Meeting Mum and Dad. That's a big step. For me, 36+ years ago, I wasn't worried about how they would act when I introduced my GF at the time (now wife), I knew how they would act. I had to warn her (GF) ahead of time not to take them too seriously, especially my Dad.

enjoy
Faith
I left the door open, only a few came through. such is my life.
Bluesky:@faithnd.bsky.social

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Roll

Quote from: Laurie on September 25, 2018, 11:15:44 PM
WOW! Ellie,

  In a hurry with this girlfriend thing are you? I mean bringing her to meet Mom and Dad already?

Oh gosh enjoy yourself ,Ellie.

Hugs,
  Laurie

In my family never really been a big deal, everyone brings the girlfriends or boyfriends around without much fanfare.

But regardless, we are both in a hurry 😆 Though we are doing our best to keep ourselves realistic as well for sure.
~ Ellie
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I ALWAYS WELCOME PMs!
(I made the s lowercase so it didn't look as much like PMS... ;D)

An Open Letter to anyone suffering from anxiety, particularly those afraid to make your first post or continue posting!

8/30/17 - First Therapy! The road begins in earnest.
10/20/17 - First coming out (to my father)!
12/16/17 - BEGAN HRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5/21/18 - FIRST DAY OUT AS ME!!!!!!!!!
6/08/18 - 2,250 Hair Grafts
6/23/18 - FIRST PRIDE!
8/06/18 - 100%, completely out!
9/08/18 - I'M IN LOVE!!!!
2/27/19 - Name Change!

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Roll

Quote from: Faith on September 26, 2018, 05:32:28 AM
Ellie, I know I don't post but I follow. I suppose it's time for me to say congratulations on getting some, um, company in your life. Meeting Mum and Dad. That's a big step. For me, 36+ years ago, I wasn't worried about how they would act when I introduced my GF at the time (now wife), I knew how they would act. I had to warn her (GF) ahead of time not to take them too seriously, especially my Dad.

enjoy
Faith

I am sure they will react and get along great is the big reason this isn't making me nervous at all. She actually already met my brother and they hit it off perfectly.
~ Ellie
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I ALWAYS WELCOME PMs!
(I made the s lowercase so it didn't look as much like PMS... ;D)

An Open Letter to anyone suffering from anxiety, particularly those afraid to make your first post or continue posting!

8/30/17 - First Therapy! The road begins in earnest.
10/20/17 - First coming out (to my father)!
12/16/17 - BEGAN HRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5/21/18 - FIRST DAY OUT AS ME!!!!!!!!!
6/08/18 - 2,250 Hair Grafts
6/23/18 - FIRST PRIDE!
8/06/18 - 100%, completely out!
9/08/18 - I'M IN LOVE!!!!
2/27/19 - Name Change!

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ChrissyRyan

Always stay cheerful, be polite, kind, and understanding. Accepting yourself as the woman you are is very liberating.  Never underestimate the appreciation and respect of authenticity.  Help connect a person to someone that may be able to help that person.  Be brave, be strong.  A TRUE friend is a treasure.  Relationships are very important, people are important, and the sooner we all realize that the better off the world will be.  Try a little kindness.  Be generous with your time, energy, wisdom, and resources.   Inconvenience yourself to help someone.   I am a brown eyed, brown haired woman. 
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Roll

Everyone loved my girlfriend as expected~~ she and my dad really hit it off. I actually felt a bit left out.  ;D Seriously though, after I asked how she compared to my brothers girlfriends and my dad just kind of smirked and said that I'm asking I already know the answer.  ;D
~ Ellie
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I ALWAYS WELCOME PMs!
(I made the s lowercase so it didn't look as much like PMS... ;D)

An Open Letter to anyone suffering from anxiety, particularly those afraid to make your first post or continue posting!

8/30/17 - First Therapy! The road begins in earnest.
10/20/17 - First coming out (to my father)!
12/16/17 - BEGAN HRT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5/21/18 - FIRST DAY OUT AS ME!!!!!!!!!
6/08/18 - 2,250 Hair Grafts
6/23/18 - FIRST PRIDE!
8/06/18 - 100%, completely out!
9/08/18 - I'M IN LOVE!!!!
2/27/19 - Name Change!

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Donica

That's great news Ellie. It's always nice to have the family on board. It sounds like you may want to keep an eye on your dad though lol. Just kidding!

Hugs girl!
Donica.
Rebirth 06/09/2017. HRT 08/22/2017. RLE 07/14/2018. Name and Gender change 10/19/2018. FFS 09/06/2019. GCS 05/26/2021.
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PurpleWolf

OMG  ;D!!! This Wolf is sooooooo excited for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!REBIRTH=legal name change on Feb 16th 2018!!!
This is where life begins for me. It's a miracle I finally got it done.


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I'm more than anything an individual; I'm too complex to be put in any box.

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ChrissyRyan

Quote from: Roll on September 28, 2018, 08:26:10 AM
Everyone loved my girlfriend as expected~~ she and my dad really hit it off. I actually felt a bit left out.  ;D Seriously though, after I asked how she compared to my brothers girlfriends and my dad just kind of smirked and said that I'm asking I already know the answer.  ;D


Awwww.... That is soooooo great Ellie!   

Chrissy
Always stay cheerful, be polite, kind, and understanding. Accepting yourself as the woman you are is very liberating.  Never underestimate the appreciation and respect of authenticity.  Help connect a person to someone that may be able to help that person.  Be brave, be strong.  A TRUE friend is a treasure.  Relationships are very important, people are important, and the sooner we all realize that the better off the world will be.  Try a little kindness.  Be generous with your time, energy, wisdom, and resources.   Inconvenience yourself to help someone.   I am a brown eyed, brown haired woman. 
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amberwaves

Must be too much girlfriend action because Ellie has been so quiet lately [emoji23]
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