Hi Berra,
We are similar. I am also a cross-dresser (mature) with the love of the feminine items. I am also married with a wife who does not accept my need to experience the womanly things. I have also (more than once) done away with everything ("purged" the feminine items), only to find the need to experience them again.
I am also aware of the changes that your country has been experiencing during the last few years. It is a time to be cautious. But then are we not always cautious as cross-dressers?
So I am pleased to have you join us at Susan's. There are many wonderous things written about here, some things which have helped me understand myself better, some things which are very different from me but are of much interest. I think you will find that also. (and it does provide a community with whom you can share your feminine self, something which may be difficult to find where you live.
And remember to add your thoughts to the things under discussion when you find things that are of interest to you. Once you have done so 15? 16? times, you become able to privately communicate with our various members if you should wish.
So welcome to Susan's Berra. I look forward to reading your thoughts occasionally.
Caroline