I was diagnosed with lyme disease last may over a PCR test, having been previously diagnosed negative under 2 igenex tests and 2 specialized tests I can't remember. For the past 2.5 years I've likely been suffering from late-stage neuro lyme, and cannot clearly recall experiencing early symptoms, which may have led to prompt identificiation and treatment for me.
Now, a weird observation concerns that I can think of times when I could have shown the early symptoms, and those times happen to be over the period when my sex dysphoria began and rapidly intensified back in 2014.
My first bout with intense dysphoria was largely physical and neurologic in nature.
I remember getting migraine headaches, flu-like symptoms, severe, sudden episodes of depression and lethargy, and burning sensations in the female parts of my body (curves and breasts), which led me to believe that this was sex dysphoria. Of course, this also came with an altered mental state and I remember being in some kind of haze, and I was frequently dissociating from my body.
I also began to experience weird hormone fluctuations. Initially, it was a prolonged surge in free testosterone levels that was strong enough to bring on secondary sex characteristics (clit doubled in size, started growing a bit of body hair, torturous and incessant libido). The T levels finally started going down in late 2014 and early 2015, to be later replaced by a crash in progesterone levels.
Sometimes I ask myself whether my feelings of being male, along with ID'ing as female, are simply a consequence of the lyme getting into my brain, altering hormonal cascades, and manipulating how my brain interpreted my body. While there was scant indication that I was trans before early 2014 and these events, I had never experienced much dysphoria at all until that point (even over female puberty).
I've heard of a few folk before who noticed, at the very least, an intensified level of dysphoria after getting lyme, but I'm wondering whether this could point to a unique symptomology of lyme disease.
So, I guess my questions here are:
1. Anyone here with lyme disease?
2. If so, did it have an impact on your dysphoria, or did it cause your dysphoria to get much worse?