Today is the 6th day with a nasty headache. Mixed sources, hard to treat since most pills for headaches and such I can't take. Muscle tension, related to weather change and a bad neck. Sinus because I'm still fighting that head&chest cold. It moved back up into my sinuses. There's another headache as well, top of my head. Not sure where that one is coming from.
Other than feeling crappy, the downside is that feeling this way amplifies my negative thoughts, feelings, and doubts. I didn't sleep well because my head was full of bad dreams .. mostly, I hate to say, about Lori leaving me for a 'real' man. Worse yet, staying and finding one anyways ... It's a fear, however unlikely.
I'm a mess
Now I'm at work
Now I'm a mess at work
Did I say I was a mess?
Monday photo? hmm, I'm sitting alone in the dark, lets try one with only the ambient light from my monitors. Please try to contain the gag reflex, it's not pretty ... the reflex that is. People look bad when they're gagging. You should try to avoid it. I'll refrain from commenting on my photo, I always get yelled at when I do.