Hello! I don't know if anyone really cares but here's an update on me!
I've been feeling a lot more feminine the past few days and have even started referring to myself with my female name (in my head not out loud). I'm really eager to cross dress more preferably with clothes more my age and for an extended period of time but I can't do it when my siblings are here and I currently find it really difficult to work up the guts to talk to my parents. We haven't spoken about me being a girl in months. For all I know they could think that it was a phase and I've moved on! That's how little I've said to them. On the plus hand I recently joined childline and have been talking to the councilers on there and they have been helping me build up the courage. I plan to talk to them as soon as I have an opportune moment so wish me luck. I'm crossing my fingers that I won't wimp out.
Now I also had a question to ask. I haven't been using the name Maria for myself for sometime. On childline a councillor nicknamed me Eve which I love. The problem with this is that my cousin is called Evie but I really love the name! As a result I'm looking for another name because I can't stay attached to Eve. Please give any suggestions but it should be noted that I was born in 2003 and I'm 15. Thanks so much;
Maria/Eve/?

??, Out!
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