I have a hand full of friends I have had since kindergarten 62 years ago. Most my other friends were from high school 50 years ago. I've been in kind of a drought since then. Some are different and we are the hippy generation. Now, a lot of them are old, conservative , Fox watchers. There are several ex loves that I would like to see again. One in particular, My ex wife. I talked to her a few years ago and that is how I realized my gender confusion caused our demise. I have learned since then that there is nothing I could have done differently. I was born with a female centric brain. Although maybe because I was always told to man up because I have a penis I tried too hard to prove it. But I never really was successful. Oh I have two kids but they were more rimshots than slam dunks, if you know what I mean. But yes, if I could go back in time I would do anything to help her understand and since she is a RN, she may actually be ok now since that was the 70's but many people are accepting these days.