Ever since the beginning of my detransition I've been very on and off about what to do with my face hairs. On one hand I hate them and want them gone cause they ruin my ability to pass as female again... but on the other hand they're my comfort blanket and I love them for just being a part of me now, and I feel like I can't part with them. If it's nostalgia, or that I genuinely like having facial hair, but just feel uncomfortable with it in public, I haven't figured out yet.
So I haven't done anything to remove them and I don't think I will, but also it's possible I'll decide that's what I want further down the road. I do live... kinda full-time as a woman again now, since July last year. And I say "kinda" cause I know I don't pass, sometimes I even go outside unshaven (intentionally) and I don't try all that hard to pass in general. I'm just feminine and wear my boobs, and that's about it. So it's not so strange I come across as a feminine man.
Most people think I'm amab, as far as I can tell, and very few even believe me when I've told them I'm afab. I don't argue with people about that anymore, just let them believe and gender me however they want. So I'm full-time in the sense I present myself as Laura and a woman, and kindly ask people to use she/her pronouns for me, but I'm consistently non-passing, partially by choice.
But regardless, I'm heavily leaning towards keeping my facial hair as it is. So it stays for now. Even though it's really a lot of it and it's a science to shave without skin-flaying myself in the process. Cause it brings me so much comfort in my privacy when I don't take other people's opinions into count, and cause I think I'd regret it if I'd get it removed.