Hi, I'm coming back to this site after a few years, I'm ftm in the usa, when I first found this site I was still questioning and very much lost about the whole thing. Now I've had a few years of hormones, name and gender change, and I've cut toxic unsupportive people out of my life. It's been a crazy ride, but now that I've been through it all I feel like I'm in a better position to help other young people still starting the way I was years ago.