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Started by CaringWhisper, September 18, 2024, 08:03:12 AM

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Northern Star Girl

@CaringWhisper
I am enjoying your drawings...  Please continue posting your art work.

.... and I much like your Avatar Profile photo.

Thank you for becoming a member here on Susan's Place and the Forum.  I hope
and trust that you will continue to share your story with us and in return I hope
that you are finding helpful information here, but also making some friends.


Warmest Regards, 
Danielle
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Lori Dee

I love the black and white.

I love this. That is really beautiful!

Thank you for sharing.
My Life is Based on a True Story
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CaringWhisper

Thank you to everyone who has posted in this thread, I have read every post of yours. In time I'll pick up a real canvas, not just sheets of paper and a notebook.

Quote from: Northern Star Girl on September 21, 2024, 03:21:30 AM@CaringWhisper
I am enjoying your drawings...  Please continue posting your art work.

.... and I much like your Avatar Profile photo.

Thank you for becoming a member here on Susan's Place and the Forum.  I hope
and trust that you will continue to share your story with us and in return I hope
that you are finding helpful information here, but also making some friends.


Warmest Regards, 
Danielle
[Northern Star Girl]
The Forum Administrator
I'm uncomfortable with the attention, so I waited before responding.

My thanks to all the forum members for accepting me. I was looking for a quiet place with kind people to give expression to my feelings because my reality is grim, a difficult and dangerous life situation. I will definitely continue my blog when I will have time and energy, I lose my sense of time while painting, sinking into a kind of apathy.

Here is my cat Busya (yeah, sounds funny to an english speaker, like a bus) and a flower, I was having a trouble with Busya's lower lip but I don't have the energy and time left to fix it.  I need to be prepared for monday and pay more attention to my daughter.

Quote from: Lilis on September 21, 2024, 02:06:14 AMDarkness, death, or evil, while white can represent purity, innocence, or hope.
These words I would say to my love: -"Show me your darkness and I will show mine. Let's step into it together, my hand in yours. There's no fear, no pain, no-one and nothing can seduce us anymore, we're pure now."
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Lori Dee

@CaringWhisper

You are among friends here. We may be scattered around the world, but we care and support you. Come and go as you please. Family and safety come first. Take whatever time you need and check in when it is safe to do so.

I really enjoy your posts.

Hugs from all of us!
My Life is Based on a True Story
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2017 - GD Diagnosis / 2019- 2nd Diagnosis / 2020 - HRT / 2022 - FFS & Legal Name Change
/ 2024 - Voice Training / 2025 - Passport & IDs complete

ChrissyRyan

Quote from: CaringWhisper on September 21, 2024, 12:25:54 AMThank you my friends for the kind words. I'm tired of bright colors today, my soul wants something black and white for a change.
My cat will be painted next.

I think it will look nice.
Always stay cheerful, be polite, kind, and understanding. Accepting yourself as the woman you are is very liberating.  Never underestimate the appreciation and respect of authenticity.  Help connect a person to someone that may be able to help that person.  Be brave, be strong.  A TRUE friend is a treasure.  Relationships are very important, people are important, and the sooner we all realize that the better off the world will be.  Try a little kindness.  Be generous with your time, energy, wisdom, and resources.   Inconvenience yourself to help someone.   I am a brown eyed, brown haired woman. 

Jessica_Rose

@CaringWhisper , your work is beautiful. I see it as a window into your soul. Thanks for coming here and sharing some of your work with us. Stay safe.

Love always -- Jessica Rose
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Lilis

Quote from: CaringWhisper on September 21, 2024, 10:11:07 AM
QuoteDarkness, death, or evil, while white can represent purity, innocence, or hope.
These words I would say to my love: -"Show me your darkness and I will show mine. Let's step into it together, my hand in yours. There's no fear, no pain, no-one and nothing can seduce us anymore, we're pure now."
That's a powerful and evocative message that really touched me. It highlights the importance of honesty, openness, and deep trust in a relationship. It's a rare and beautiful thing to find someone with whom you can share your most vulnerable self. This message made me think about the challenges of finding such a connection and even brought tears to my eyes.

Thanks for sharing this with me, and best wishes to you and your daughter.

~ Your work is amazing!
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"I'm still exploring what it means to be me". 💭

MaryT

Thank you for your posts and for being a courageous, supportive and caring mother of a transgender child.  That is often not the case even in places where the authorities are still more tolerant of transgender people.

CaringWhisper

Quote from: MaryT on September 22, 2024, 01:46:00 PMThank you for your posts and for being a courageous, supportive and caring mother of a transgender child.  That is often not the case even in places where the authorities are still more tolerant of transgender people.
I doubt my bravery, I'm afraid I'm gonna break.

The site is a sanctuary for me in hard times, a place where there are no crowds and people I have no fear of.  Meta company sites like Facebook are blocked in my country, and since these sites are blocking all VPNs I don't have access to them. For example, I was recently banned on instagram just because of bad VPN (seems so). I appreciate this site and thank you all for keeping it alive, it helps me a lot.

I just want to enjoy every day and not think about the future.

In the fall, I think about flowers:
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ChrissyRyan

Cats can be nice.  Nice depiction.
Always stay cheerful, be polite, kind, and understanding. Accepting yourself as the woman you are is very liberating.  Never underestimate the appreciation and respect of authenticity.  Help connect a person to someone that may be able to help that person.  Be brave, be strong.  A TRUE friend is a treasure.  Relationships are very important, people are important, and the sooner we all realize that the better off the world will be.  Try a little kindness.  Be generous with your time, energy, wisdom, and resources.   Inconvenience yourself to help someone.   I am a brown eyed, brown haired woman. 

CaringWhisper

Quote from: ChrissyRyan on September 26, 2024, 05:52:26 PMCats can be nice.  Nice depiction.
Yeah, I'm planning something more serious with the cats. My cat Busia is painted above with the flower.

Nothing's changed since I was a kid, I'm still a dreamer.

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CaringWhisper

It's a gift especially for ChrissyRyan. I don't know how you look like in a real life, but I realized you like cats so that's how I picture you. I hope you will appreciate my sense of humor my sweet kitty Lady )

P.S. I decided to go back to watercolor and a simple a4 sheet so things wouldn't be so grim. I can't afford a real canvas yet.

P.P.S. If I get my hands on a real canvas, I will paint with a sponge as it is the easiest. I have in my mind something snowy, with northern lights, something that would please Northern Star Girl.
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Northern Star Girl

@CaringWhisper

  I will send you a private message with few photos that you may find art-worthy.

HUGS, Danielle
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I started HRT March 2015 and
I've been Full-Time since December 2016.
I love living in a small town in Alaska
I am 45 years old and Single

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Sephirah

Quote from: CaringWhisper on September 18, 2024, 08:03:12 AMIt's a place from my imagination where I'd like to live.

Yeah, that's somewhere I'd like to live, too. Somewhere cold and snowy. :) With the majesty of nature around whenever the minutiae of life gets too much.

Also... Sweetie, you are beautiful. You have a crystalline beauty. Your eyes are very expressive. Someone who sees everything. But someone treading on freshly fallen snow. Sometimes not sure of their next footstep, but seeing where they want to go. Thank you for this. <3
Natura nihil frustra facit.

"You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection." ~ Buddha.

If you're dealing with self esteem issues, maybe click here. There may be something you find useful. :)
Above all... remember: you are beautiful, you are valuable, and you have a shining spark of magnificence within you. Don't let anyone take that from you. Embrace who you are. <3

CaringWhisper

Quote from: Northern Star Girl on September 28, 2024, 03:24:23 PM @CaringWhisper

  I will send you a private message with few photos that you may find art-worthy.

HUGS, Danielle
[Northern Star Girl]
I'll be waiting, thank you.

Quote from: Sephirah on September 28, 2024, 03:32:06 PMYeah, that's somewhere I'd like to live, too. Somewhere cold and snowy. :) With the majesty of nature around whenever the minutiae of life gets too much.

Also... Sweetie, you are beautiful. You have a crystalline beauty. Your eyes are very expressive. Someone who sees everything. But someone treading on freshly fallen snow. Sometimes not sure of their next footstep, but seeing where they want to go. Thank you for this. <3
Do you believe in the infinity of life? Maybe in past lives you and I and others like us lived somewhere in the snowy lands and we are subconsciously drawn there? Thank you for the compliment. I compliment your soul, your soul is beautiful.

What I drew is just an expression of my feelings, no value specifically in this one. My hands have been shaking lately. I wanted to portray my soul as a ballerina dancing in the darkness on the white snow.
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Northern Star Girl

@CaringWhisper
Check your Forum private message inbox...  I have sent you lots of pictures !!!
HUGS, Danielle
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           I am the Hunted Prey : Danielle's Chronicles    
                  A New Chapter: Alaskan Danielle's Chronicles    
                             Danielle's Continuing Life Adventures
I started HRT March 2015 and
I've been Full-Time since December 2016.
I love living in a small town in Alaska
I am 45 years old and Single

        Email:  --->  alaskandanielle@
                             yahoo.com

Lilis

Quote from: CaringWhisper on October 04, 2024, 03:02:17 PMWhat I drew is just an expression of my feelings, no value specifically in this one. My hands have been shaking lately. I wanted to portray my soul as a ballerina dancing in the darkness on the white snow.
Just as a ballerina dances through the shadows in the snow, you can find your way through the darkness with courage and resilience.
More about me:
Emerging from Darkness  ✨ | GAHT - 6/10/2024. ⚕️ | Electrolysis - 2/23/2025 ⚡| Progesterone - 3/24/2025 ⚕️ | Body laser - 3/26/2025 👙

"I'm still exploring what it means to be me". 💭

CaringWhisper

Okay my beautiful ladys, it's time for some serious business... Painted with a dishwashing sponge..... Ta-da-mn: Alaska!

Quote from: Lilis on October 06, 2024, 01:05:31 PMJust as a ballerina dances through the shadows in the snow, you can find your way through the darkness with courage and resilience.
And with the suffering. All ballerinas erase the toenail on their big toe until it bleeds.



Just a cis, hetero female who supports LGBTQIA+

Northern Star Girl

@CaringWhisper

  VERY beautiful artwork... thank you for sharing your art talent with all of us
on the Forum with your posting.

  *** I like how you included the reflections on the lake from the Northern Lights

HUGS, Danielle [Northern Star Girl]
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  ❤️❤️❤️
             (Click Links below):  [Oldest first]
  Aspiringperson is now Alaskan Danielle    
           I am the Hunted Prey : Danielle's Chronicles    
                  A New Chapter: Alaskan Danielle's Chronicles    
                             Danielle's Continuing Life Adventures
I started HRT March 2015 and
I've been Full-Time since December 2016.
I love living in a small town in Alaska
I am 45 years old and Single

        Email:  --->  alaskandanielle@
                             yahoo.com

Lilis

Quote from: CaringWhisper on October 10, 2024, 10:23:37 AMAnd with the suffering. All ballerinas erase the toenail on their big toe until it bleeds.
Ouch.. hopefully there are safer and more effective ways to achieve the desired pointe shoe fit.  ;D
More about me:
Emerging from Darkness  ✨ | GAHT - 6/10/2024. ⚕️ | Electrolysis - 2/23/2025 ⚡| Progesterone - 3/24/2025 ⚕️ | Body laser - 3/26/2025 👙

"I'm still exploring what it means to be me". 💭