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Started by Lori Dee, February 23, 2024, 09:53:26 AM

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Sephirah

I never connected my smart TV to the internet, either. Mine has AI in it that does all kinds of weird and wonderful stuff. But I keep her on a short leash. I saw a news story once about LG TVs spying on their owners (that's the brand mine is, lol), so I keep her offline. She's great for everything else though.

This model. She uses the mic in my remote to adjust the sound to the accoustics of my room. It's utter witchcraft. She's smarter than I am, lol. It's a little bit scary.
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Lori Dee

Camera and microphones are only concerns for laptops (watch the movie "Snowden"). Smart TVs keep track of what programs you watch, what apps you use, etc. It then sends this meta-data for marketing purposes. Sadly, they don't ask your permission, they just do it.
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Quote from: Sephirah on January 05, 2025, 02:05:06 PMIt's utter witchcraft. She's smarter than I am, lol. It's a little bit scary.

I just don't like a machine telling me what I want it to do. When I was younger, and it was an option, I would never buy a car with automatic transmission. I will tell the machine what gear I want for my driving preference, not the other way around.  ;D
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Imagine a device listening to everything you and others say so they can determine if you gave it a command.  This could be your telephone.

Always stay cheerful, be polite, kind, and understanding. Accepting yourself as the woman you are is very liberating.  Never underestimate the appreciation and respect of authenticity.  Help connect a person to someone that may be able to help that person.  Be brave, be strong.  A TRUE friend is a treasure.  Relationships are very important, people are important, and the sooner we all realize that the better off the world will be.  Try a little kindness.  Be generous with your time, energy, wisdom, and resources.   Inconvenience yourself to help someone.   I am a brown eyed, brown haired woman. 
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Quote from: ChrissyRyan on January 05, 2025, 02:38:31 PMImagine a device listening to everything you and others say so they can determine if you gave it a command.  This could be your telephone.

All of that information is going somewhere.

In the movie The Big Short, Ben Rickert says, "The NSA has a $52 billion budget and the ability to monitor tens of millions of calls a second. You think they're not using it?".

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Sephirah

Quote from: Lori Dee on January 05, 2025, 02:29:27 PMI just don't like a machine telling me what I want it to do. When I was younger, and it was an option, I would never buy a car with automatic transmission. I will tell the machine what gear I want for my driving preference, not the other way around.  ;D

Apparently you're the exception rather than the rule, Lori. From what I understand, like 97% of cars in the US are automatics. Put a clutch pedal in front of your average American and they'll look at you in bewilderment. Which is so different from Europe, lol. Probably why we don't just drive round in circles and call it sport. ;)
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Quote from: Sephirah on January 05, 2025, 03:00:36 PMProbably why we don't just drive round in circles and call it sport. ;)

That takes great skill to master.
Not everyone can drive fast and turn left.  :laugh:

Oh, and I bought Session 9 last night. I'll be watching it tonight.
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Quote from: Lori Dee on January 05, 2025, 03:15:45 PMThat takes great skill to master.
Not everyone can drive fast and turn left.  :laugh:

Oh, and I bought Session 9 last night. I'll be watching it tonight.


It gets in your head. I hope you enjoy it, sweetie. <3 I am a massive sucker for abandoned places. All the history wrapped up in them. I find it utterly fascinating. Let me know what you thought, okay? The movie has a lot of interpretations.

And yes, I'm sure it does! I've seen Final Destination 4! ;D
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Sarah B

Hi All

I'm a manual driver and I got my manual license in an Automatic and my grandad taught me, one of my fondest memories of being with him.

I still have a manual licence, which allows me to drive an automatic,  However, if you just have an automatic licence you cannot drive a manual.  I drive a SUV automatic.

Lori you said "Oh, and I bought Session 9  ::)  ;D   last night. I'll be watching it tonight.  What is the season or series called?

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Sarah B

Be who you want to be.
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Feb 1989 Living my life as Sarah.
Feb 1989 Legally changed my name.
Mar 1989 Started hormones.
May 1990 Three surgery letters.
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Sephirah

Quote from: Sarah B on January 05, 2025, 03:53:55 PMHi All

I'm a manual driver and I got my manual license in an Automatic and my grandad taught me, one of my fondest memories of being with him.

I still have a manual licence, which allows me to drive an automatic,  However, if you just have an automatic licence you cannot drive a manual.  I drive a SUV automatic.

Lori you said "Oh, and I bought Session 9  ::)  ;D   last night. I'll be watching it tonight.  What is the season or series called?

Hugs
Sarah B



It's a single movie. Session 9 One of my top 3 favourite movies ever.
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Quote from: Sarah B on January 05, 2025, 03:53:55 PMHi All

I'm a manual driver and I got my manual license in an Automatic and my grandad taught me, one of my fondest memories of being with him.

I still have a manual licence, which allows me to drive an automatic,  However, if you just have an automatic licence you cannot drive a manual.  I drive a SUV automatic.

Lori you said "Oh, and I bought Session 9  ::)  ;D   last night. I'll be watching it tonight.  What is the season or series called?

Hugs
Sarah B



It is the name of a movie that Sephirah recommended.
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Quote from: Lori Dee on January 05, 2025, 02:26:53 PMCamera and microphones are only concerns for laptops (watch the movie "Snowden"). Smart TVs keep track of what programs you watch, what apps you use, etc. It then sends this meta-data for marketing purposes. Sadly, they don't ask your permission, they just do it.

I fight it as best I can... it is invasive, intrusive, morally/ethically highly questionable etc etc etc!

 I am in my 4th or 5th year of running a de-googled phone running GrapheneOS operating system and running only FOSS (Free Open Source Software) and Linux Mint on my laptops to escape as much of this stuff as I can... These have both been great alternatives that work well for anyone interested in taking back their digital freedom from big tech! 😀👍

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Quote from: Sephirah on January 05, 2025, 03:17:56 PMI am a massive sucker for abandoned places. All the history wrapped up in them. I find it utterly fascinating.

When I lived in Illinois, a friend of ours was big into "ghost hunting". She saw an abandoned asylum in Peoria featured on the TV show, "Ghost Hunters" and wanted to go.

The place was trashed and many places had been boarded up for safety reasons. It was not a mental hospital. Back in those days an asylum was a hospital and this one was for tuberculosis patients. The upper floors had large windows because the belief back then was that tuberculosis patients needed a lot of fresh air to get better.

Overall, I was not impressed. Yes, it was an abandoned building, but I don't find those scary. As a kid, I explored many growing up in the desert.

We decided to walk the cemetery instead. It was much safer than having a building fall in on us. The moonlight lit the cemetery fairly well so we could see the grave markers. There was another smaller cemetery nearby, so we went to check it out. That one got to me. It was the children's cemetery and it was much larger than I expected. A few of the graves had names on the markers, but no dates. The ones that got to me the most were the ones that had no names. The grave was labeled with a number and no other information.

I learned later that there were a couple of organizations that were locating and marking the graves, and another group researching old records to identify the children buried there. Then they would make a new marker with the child's name.

The place had a very heavy sadness that hung in the air there. We returned several times, sometimes during the day. My wife and I would make a day of "visiting the kids". There were so many without names. It would get to us to the point where we were overwhelmed and had to leave. But it was important to us to let them know that someone cared and was thinking about them. I am in tears just remembering this.
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Sephirah

Quote from: Lori Dee on January 05, 2025, 04:59:28 PMWhen I lived in Illinois, a friend of ours was big into "ghost hunting". She saw an abandoned asylum in Peoria featured on the TV show, "Ghost Hunters" and wanted to go.

The place was trashed and many places had been boarded up for safety reasons. It was not a mental hospital. Back in those days an asylum was a hospital and this one was for tuberculosis patients. The upper floors had large windows because the belief back then was that tuberculosis patients needed a lot of fresh air to get better.

Overall, I was not impressed. Yes, it was an abandoned building, but I don't find those scary. As a kid, I explored many growing up in the desert.

We decided to walk the cemetery instead. It was much safer than having a building fall in on us. The moonlight lit the cemetery fairly well so we could see the grave markers. There was another smaller cemetery nearby, so we went to check it out. That one got to me. It was the children's cemetery and it was much larger than I expected. A few of the graves had names on the markers, but no dates. The ones that got to me the most were the ones that had no names. The grave was labeled with a number and no other information.

I learned later that there were a couple of organizations that were locating and marking the graves, and another group researching old records to identify the children buried there. Then they would make a new marker with the child's name.

The place had a very heavy sadness that hung in the air there. We returned several times, sometimes during the day. My wife and I would make a day of "visiting the kids". There were so many without names. It would get to us to the point where we were overwhelmed and had to leave. But it was important to us to let them know that someone cared and was thinking about them. I am in tears just remembering this.

This is a thing you have far more in the US than we do. Because your country is so big, you can just leave buildings... whole towns to rot, and no one ever remembers them. Home for youtubers and junkies.

I don't like graveyards. 98% of my family is buried in one. I go to one, on certain occasions, to spend time with my little brother and my mum. On birthdays and christmas, mostly. But I know they're not really there. It's more for me than them. And it's quite morbid.
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Above all... remember: you are beautiful, you are valuable, and you have a shining spark of magnificence within you. Don't let anyone take that from you. Embrace who you are. <3

Lori Dee

Quote from: Sephirah on January 05, 2025, 05:06:11 PMThis is a thing you have far more in the US than we do. Because your country is so big, you can just leave buildings... whole towns to rot, and no one ever remembers them. Home for youtubers and junkies.

I prefer abandoned mining towns. Many towns here sprang up when gold was discovered nearby. Then another discovery would be made and the miners would move there and leave the town abandoned. The gold is still there waiting for me to go collect it, which I am happy to do.   ;D

The old-time miners were focused on collecting gold nuggets. They were easy to find. They didn't have the technology we have today to collect the fine gold. But compared by weight, fine gold has a higher gold content than most nuggets. So I am happy to collect the small stuff. It all adds up.
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Quote from: Lori Dee on January 05, 2025, 05:17:40 PMI prefer abandoned mining towns. Many towns here sprang up when gold was discovered nearby. Then another discovery would be made and the miners would move there and leave the town abandoned. The gold is still there waiting for me to go collect it, which I am happy to do.   ;D

The old-time miners were focused on collecting gold nuggets. They were easy to find. They didn't have the technology we have today to collect the fine gold. But compared by weight, fine gold has a higher gold content than most nuggets. So I am happy to collect the small stuff. It all adds up.

I'll be honest, abandoned mining towns fascinate me. It's literally a snapshot of history. I think because you just don't get that in the UK, because space is at a premium. Every time a whole town is just vacated, it's otherworldly. For me it is, anyway. One of the creepiest examples is Centralia. The town they based the Silent Hill movie on. With the giant mine fire underneath it. That's just mega creepy.
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Quote from: Sephirah on January 05, 2025, 06:06:14 PMI'll be honest, abandoned mining towns fascinate me. It's literally a snapshot of history. I think because you just don't get that in the UK, because space is at a premium. Every time a whole town is just vacated, it's otherworldly. For me it is, anyway. One of the creepiest examples is Centralia. The town they based the Silent Hill movie on. With the giant mine fire underneath it. That's just mega creepy.

Sephirah!

This is an abandoned mine channel I love on YouTube... He often goes crazy deep into the mines too... it is nice exploring the areas with him...




I have always been drawn to abandoned places and had the fun of working on an abandoned ghost town Army post for many many years... once home to Lori!!!



Here is another channel I love that has way more Silent Hill vibe!!!



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Quote from: tgirlamg on January 05, 2025, 06:37:55 PMI have always been drawn to abandoned places and had the fun of working on an abandoned ghost town Army post for many many years... once home to Lori!!!

Was that Fort Ord?

After I left the service that place became an EPA Superfund Cleanup site due to all the contamination.

Love the videos! Thanks for sharing.

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(EDIT: I see it now. LOL)
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Quote from: Lori Dee on January 05, 2025, 06:44:07 PMWas that Fort Ord?

After I left the service that place became an EPA Superfund Cleanup site due to all the contamination.

Love the videos! Thanks for sharing.

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(EDIT: I see it now. LOL)

Yup! 😀👍 I was one of the ones cleaning it up for almost 18 years!



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"The individual has always had to struggle from being overwhelmed by the tribe... But, no price is too high for the privilege of owning yourself" ... Rudyard Kipling 🌸

Let go of the things that no longer serve you... Let go of the pretense of the false persona, it is not you... Let go of the armor that you have worn for a lifetime, to serve the expectations of others and, to protect the woman inside... She needs protection no longer.... She is tired of hiding and more courageous than you know... Let her prove that to you....Let her step out of the dark and feel the light upon her face.... amg🌸

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Quote from: tgirlamg on January 05, 2025, 06:49:19 PMYup! 😀👍 I was one of the ones cleaning it up for almost 18 years!


Well, thank you for your service!

I was assigned there for just over five years, but never actually spent more than a day there every six months. My workplace was further south at Fort Hunter Liggett where we did classified tests on new weapons systems. Since "Temporary Duty" could not exceed six months, we had to return to our unit for one day to restart the cycle for another six months.

Good times.  :laugh:
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