Ok. Hello. My name is Allison R. Been here before. A lot of my c**p was lost in the Great Reset. I am glad. It was 99% just a trauma dump where everything was a crisis. I still live in crisis mode, but that's another story. One already told.
So to reintroduce myself.
I turn 56 in August. I am AMAB with 26 years in a relationship, 5 kids, and enough grandkids to field a baseball team, alternates and all. My egg cracked during Covid. I came out to my wife a year after I did to myself. To no one's surprise it did not go over well.
I have been in therapy since about 30 days after I started to figure things out. My relationship was already on shaky ground and has since completely disintegrated. She has physically been gone almost a month now. Oh have done nothing towards a transition but gro my hair and start wearing earrings again. Now that she has gone I am starting to live as myself at home. Anyone who might have some ideas on skincare, shaving, makeup, and anything else you might have advice on will be incredibly helpful.
I am glad to be back. I am also seeing that the more time passed the easier it gets to be alone again.
Well, thanks for reading.
Hugs
Allison
