I started my journey back in September last year. Over time I identify myself as being masculine and feminine. I want to be more feminine yes but I do not want surgery. It took a while for me to accept my wanting to be feminine feelings. Which is why I appreciate our local LGBT community. I got help with suppressing my emotions and also suppressing my feminine aspect. I'm 59 and that's you know a long time. No matter I'm here now and I'm not going away.