Yeah... Nero started a fight club right?
but...
I confess that I looked in the mirror today and realized how drastically different I look now. This might actually work out okay if art school people are as open-minded as I think they are...
I mean... It wasn't much to see, but the contrast was huge. I'd show everyone here a picture but I'm so afraid of stalkers/people I know finding me on the interwebs...
But... I looked like girl. A weird looking one... But still a girl
The funny thing was is that it was so shocking, and so unfamiliar for those couple of seconds, that I turned myself on for those seconds... Then I saw myself, kind of laughed and put my shirt back on and went back past my mom into my room...
None of them even know yet. Maybe I've always looked a little like this, but with my shirt off and me actually summing it up, its a complete change. I feel a tad more comfortable now...
Weird confession I guess. I mean... I still like girls. I think my orientation has changed/become more accommodating, but I still prefer girls. I doubt I'd ever go out with a guy unless they were really REALLY different. That might scare me though...