For me, the moments of daily life are gradations with 'I am woman' generally louder than the other voices in my head. But the other voices are loud enough for me to hear. It feels as though I am somewhere between 70 and 80% woman but I have moments when I feel more male than female. I am learning to live with this dissonance. Perhaps HRT will provide more stability and more clarity, but if it doesn't, I'm ok with who I am, regardless of whom I become.