Had a talk with a cousin of mine last night. It was with my cousin Hannah and I agreed with her on things she said. One was I was transgender growing up trying to fit in as one of the boys which did not work. Also remembered around the age 15,I wanted to try one of her dresses on one weekend and her ex step mom said no. Was glad I finally came out at age 20 seeing the years of anger go away and saw a whole new happier person come right out of me. Good thing was she was ready for the next step, supporting me through my transition and saw I learned from her. Supported me through my transition and learned to play with my hair from her was one of them. I still remember her reaction seeing my results of the FFS, breast augmentation and trachea shave. Said I looked like one of the girls finally and I fully agreed with her on it. I still remember the talk with her on my decision on the GRS and she does too. Said It was my choice to have it, not hers and will support my decision no matter what. To this day, Hannah says I am the same person to this day but much happier and still supports my decision not to have the GRS.

Quote from: NikkiM on July 22, 2025, 07:28:50 AMHad a talk with a cousin of mine last night. It was with my cousin Hannah and I agreed with her on things she said. One was I was transgender growing up trying to fit in as one of the boys which did not work. Also remembered around the age 15,I wanted to try one of her dresses on one weekend and her ex step mom said no. Was glad I finally came out at age 20 seeing the years of anger go away and saw a whole new happier person come right out of me. Good thing was she was ready for the next step, supporting me through my transition and saw I learned from her. Supported me through my transition and learned to play with my hair from her was one of them. I still remember her reaction seeing my results of the FFS, breast augmentation and trachea shave. Said I looked like one of the girls finally and I fully agreed with her on it. I still remember the talk with her on my decision on the GRS and she does too. Said It was my choice to have it, not hers and will support my decision no matter what. To this day, Hannah says I am the same person to this day but much happier and still supports my decision not to have the GRS.

My sweetie has this strong interest in my male parts so I likely will not plan for GRS unless it "stops working" to the extent that they please her.  Until then, I have mixed thoughts about using them as I am a woman.  I admit though it is a source of pleasure for both of us so I will remain conflicted in this regard.

I wonder if my sensations will go away down there if I have GRS.  Maybe it depends on the individual.

Quote from: ChrissyRyan on July 22, 2025, 07:52:18 AMMy sweetie has this strong interest in my male parts so I likely will not plan for GRS unless it "stops working" to the extent that they please her.  Until then, I have mixed thoughts about using them as I am a woman.  I admit though it is a source of pleasure for both of us so I will remain conflicted in this regard.

I wonder if my sensations will go away down there if I have GRS.  Maybe it depends on the individual.

Everyone is different. I understand the path with GRS is a final choice, you can't go back. I respect those that choose either path. However, a girl with an extra "toy" seems fine with me!:)

Having a supportive cousin is such a great thing to have. I'm blessed to have one. She was the first person I came out to. I was talking to her last night, and I mentioned to her that I've always looked up to her, and looked at her as a role model. I have the text saved of when I came out to her.