Before I started HRT I had a good drive but then I was given a blue pill that Completely killed my drive. After a couple failed one night stands Because I was nothing more then a limp fish I asked to be given my drive back.
I was taken off that blue pill and my drive is just ok. I have no fire when I fire off.

Can anyone give me some advice of how to bring back that fire back into my self? I'd give anything to have my old loud self in the bedroom. 

Usually its the blue pill that fixes that. 

If you are on full FTM HRT, then yeah, its gonna do that.

But one of the interesting effects of HRT is that it "re-wires" sex-drive to be more female, as in it becomes contextual instead of the spontaneous.  Less quickies and more foreplay. Your partners will also appreciate it more.

The HRT, cab sure do put you on the sideline sometimes. I use spiro, estradiol valerate, progesterone cream and progesterone cream and ovarian glandular. With that regime my male appendage has shrunken considerably and is an unreliable sex tool. ie. There will be no topping on my side and I'm fine with that