It would probably surprise you , but Im coming more to terms with my manhood, as a androgyne/transgendered male

Its something of the last 2 weeks really...I started noticing men, on Tv shows, outside etc...that attracted me in the way they presented themselves; I liked them....mostly in admiration, sometimes the odd crush *sob*  OFCOURSE theres a lot of the men who dont do it for me, but theres still quite a few who do!

I think its something we dont like to talk about as genderqueer males; we want to share our feminity that we really feel is ours and our right to express it! We, in a lot of cases repressed it or didnt dare to show them. But what about the other feelings - I dont necesarilly say traits or beahviour, although I can definately see more masculine traits like Courage and Pride reflected into me, and its not bad!- 

I think this process is going to really add to myself so much, and - how weird it may sound - will , and I already feel the rush I have at the moment!  it will probably make me express my feminity more in the future

I simply want to be that Venusamartian Earthling I ought to be!

Thanks for reading

Hi,

   I think you made a good observation.
   Personally, I don't want to be male, but sometimes, I stop and look for signs of it.  I don't admire any males to the point of wanting to be them, or be like them.  But, if I did, I have to accept that it would be perfectly natural.

   Keep up the good self realization work.   


Rebis

I am a fan of Mariah Carey ( have 3 cd's )  but I really love this song!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=FVhrIfaPKxw

c'mon rebis - you don't admire any males?
You don't even want to be Wily Wonka or a Byronic Hero or Don Quixote or no-one?

I can't think of anyone.

When I'm watching movies and TV shows, I generally want to be a woman.  Although, when I was watching Iron Man, I wished I could be him a little bit.  But only so I could fly around destroying military equipment and weapons and sinking Naval vessels.  But, I'd rather be an android Iron Man and not a man in a Machine.

Internationally ^^

Men that I admire are Desmond Tutu, Michael Gorbatsjov, Nelson Mandela, Mike Gravel, Ron Paul

Men that are sympathic and empathic and have the courage to show that on a large playingfield

Women that I admire are Nina Simone ( passed away a few years ago), Katherine Hepburn, Coco Chanel

Emotionally yet strong, free-willed women


If I could be a mixture of these people and have my own androgynous looks I would feel amazingly fulfilled

Great examples of people I like

Quote from: Veetje on May 11, 2008, 02:55:45 PM

It would probably surprise you , but Im coming more to terms with my manhood, as a androgyne/transgendered male

Not really. That's the crux of being androgyne, coming to terms with the masculine and feminine duality within us. In my own experience, empowering both makes me feel really alive, really like myself. It's sort of like a chemical reaction. If you don't have the proper balance then you get a weak reaction. But with the right balance then you have something very powerful.

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I simply want to be that Venusamartian Earthling I ought to be!

Join the club. Oh wait, you did.  That's a nice set of people you admire, by the way.