QuoteI don't want to really look like this sharp elf serial killer or something... As awesome as that is, it would be the kind of person I'd wanna date I'd think, not what I want to be.

That is really closed minded... and here I thought i was the only serial killer here

QuoteAs long as I get more fat cells on my face... Right?

Plus I'm 19... So I missed the puberty boat, but there's still stuff that could happen, right?

When I posted this I was pretty sure... and now I'm absolutely sure the changes are physical for me.

Oh yea... at 19... I think it's safe to assume... stuff will happen. Yea... it WILL SO happen. Just look at
all the 20 somethings here that started young... they have such great results.

An update too... when I posted this way back on lets see... April 28th I had my first glimpses of Amanda
without makeup... and I've had a couple more since then. It's subtle no doubt but that's all it takes I think.
I've also noticed that my entire face feels more padded no matter where I touch so it's more fat for sure
and not just my imagination.

Amanda

Quote from: AlwaysAmanda on May 13, 2008, 03:58:34 PM

QuoteI don't want to really look like this sharp elf serial killer or something... As awesome as that is, it would be the kind of person I'd wanna date I'd think, not what I want to be.

That is really closed minded... and here I thought i was the only serial killer here

QuoteAs long as I get more fat cells on my face... Right?

Plus I'm 19... So I missed the puberty boat, but there's still stuff that could happen, right?

When I posted this I was pretty sure... and now I'm absolutely sure the changes are physical for me.

Oh yea... at 19... I think it's safe to assume... stuff will happen. Yea... it WILL SO happen. Just look at
all the 20 somethings here that started young... they have such great results.

An update too... when I posted this way back on lets see... April 28th I had my first glimpses of Amanda
without makeup... and I've had a couple more since then. It's subtle no doubt but that's all it takes I think.
I've also noticed that my entire face feels more padded no matter where I touch so it's more fat for sure
and not just my imagination.

Amanda

Oh cool! : D Well... I was more worried cause I'm SO SKINNY. I'm TRYING to put on body weight, lol. I take a ton of lactaid and PWN Ice cream by the bowl before bed, cause I heard its added as fat if you don't use it immediately. And thats quite a bit of fat. Maybe my hips need more developing and stuff first... Whatever....

But close minded? Serial killer dark elf things fascinate me! I just don't feel like one!
Trust me... If my mind ever compelled me to kill... I'd be more Genocidal, than Homicidal. Why not annihilate an entire human race? Why go small? If you're in the logic of a psycho killer you legit thinks that people don't deserve it, then I'd off everything cause NOTHINGS INNOCENT. Except people with like... Downs Syndrome. I might spare them or something...

WHY AM I SAYING THIS? I'm too pacifist!!!! XD

QuoteBut close minded? Serial killer dark elf things fascinate me! I just don't feel like one!
Trust me... If my mind ever compelled me to kill... I'd be more Genocidal, than Homicidal. Why not annihilate an entire human race? Why go small? If you're in the logic of a psycho killer you legit thinks that people don't deserve it, then I'd off everything cause NOTHINGS INNOCENT. Except people with like... Downs Syndrome. I might spare them or something...

Just so everyone knows... I was joking LOL...I'm not a serial killer...not that theres anything wrong with that

Amanda

Quote from: deviousxen on May 13, 2008, 03:46:40 PM
I'm hoping it softens my cheekbones, cause I don't want to really look like this sharp elf serial killer or something... As awesome as that is, it would be the kind of person I'd wanna date I'd think, not what I want to be.


As long as I get more fat cells on my face... Right?

Plus I'm 19... So I missed the puberty boat, but there's still stuff that could happen, right?

Oh I dont think you missed the puberty boat at all, lol. Im 60 and feel every bit like a 12 year old. I tried to do extensive reading on as much as I could over the last year and there seems to be no hard or fast rules on Hrt and developement. They say the older you are the more linear the developement will be, but yet at 8 months on the hormones I was fitted for a bra in a Maidenform store and was measured at a 38A. All I have to do is look at my DL and there is no mistaking the facial changes. My hips have padded a little along with the tush.

What I am unhappy with is that my skintone on my face has seemed to get a little coarser, my lower face still is boy, the shoulders, hands, feet and other assorted will probably never be changed. But as some have mentioned correctly attitude is a great leveler and I have observed it firsthand in other girls mannerisms. So what it comes down to is that YMMV and that appears to be true.  And my twelve year old grandaughter says her boobs are going to be bigger than mine. What can I say.

Hugs

Wendy

Quote from: deviousxen on May 13, 2008, 03:46:40 PM
I'm hoping it softens my cheekbones, cause I don't want to really look like this sharp elf serial killer or something... As awesome as that is, it would be the kind of person I'd wanna date I'd think, not what I want to be.


As long as I get more fat cells on my face... Right?

Plus I'm 19... So I missed the puberty boat, but there's still stuff that could happen, right?

um wendyc: theres MISSING the puberty boat PHYSICALLY, and mentally... she claims to not have had as much male puberty, you cant dispute that, i think its a good thing....

hell, hrt now will do a lot.

dont make me PROVE facial changes with more before/after photos

the younger you are, it seems, the faster and more dramatic things are.
R >

Well... Kind of missed it in some ways... I really wish I had never developed the hair... I feel like lighting it on fire sometimes... But at least its lessened now.


Well... I also kind of meant that I missed it in the female sense too. If I had done anything about my condition/known ANYTHING about myself when I was 14 or something, I'd be better off in those respects. But yeah... I'm still really skinny, and not the tallest, and have slightly small feet for a male body. My voice is either really high up, or low if I'm tired. I think that can be reworked eventually though...


But most of what people have said about facial changes reassures me quite a bit, cause if that can soften up, then my face will be really girl. Still sharp and intense probably, but passable...

hi... hey   there are changes  just slow yet they are  there.  you dont expect them all at once .   you know i am 60 & yes for over 4 years that i have been on h r t my s o has seen the changes . much harder for me than some like you younger ones  yet for all that its neat . just a thought .   ...noeleena....