I'd like to give a BIG thanks to everyone who responded to my posts lately.
You all have helped me so much, you've answered so many questions I've had
(and i'm sorry to say I seem to have more to inflict upon you sry!).
Because of you all, I now know who I am, I know why I've done the things
I've done, and why I've had the problems I've had, Why I didnt act the way ppl
expect me to (and why was I like that). But best of all for the first time in my 29 years, I really know what I want!.
And I have something to look forward to.
Why am I feeling this happy right now, The job at the mine called me today
Barring something unforeseen or my own incompetence, I have the only
thing left I needed to gain what I need to do.
I'll be a sort of trainee for 18 months, then after that no barrier (and I've learnt
from the answers you all have given me that most of my barriers were self-set/imagined)
will stop me no person will get in my way!. Thank you all for your help!
